30/7/2011

My family problem is settled but there was another new problem. Dezard asked me why must I work so hard on project work if I can do it by myself. I don't understand why must you help him. Then what is project work? I thought that project work is all of the group members working together. Why must you bothered to work extra while he is having fun? Is it because you want the mark? I don't quite understand. Since you can do it alone, why bother to find him as a group member. You got to consider of being selfish for something. You cannot help him forever. He asked me when this person message me and asked me is the diagram being draw out. I have no words to say either. Leodales just say that he was pushing all the work to you while he can have fun and joy. Do you think that it is fair? Shouldn't he be finding sources from the Internet and discuss with you? Should he be asking you what are you, as in what kind of plans that you planned to do. Arcious just say told to me follow my feelings, we want you to be independent. My lord think about it. It wa not worth to do this assignment when your group member is not doing anything. He was just trying to glit your marks. He can score your effort mark by not doing anything. I just asked them what should I do. They told me to write off his name when the assignment is being sent up. However, I have no controls in this anymore because arcious will be the one to submit the assignment. I will just hope that this person will start researching before arcious will do it

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I feel like updating this post when I could solve my problem by myself. I thought by having the six kings, they will be able to help me or counsel me when I was having some troubles in my life. Well, they said that I am grown up and I do not have to relied on them. They want me to learn to independence because they said that it was part of the human capability. I couldn't said anything because they were once my biggest helper. What should I do? I couldn't just live without orders from my kings. Every once I pass by my secondary school, I will think about those moments that we are working together as a team. We solve principle of accountancy questions, sciences and humanities. But now, I have to solve those problem in polytechnic by myself. Besides that, I was some sort being insult in polytechnic. I only remember that whenever I was being bully by a person. We, the six would stand up and fight back. However, we are not united as one. What was the reason? Is it my problem? Just tell me and I will change for all of you. After all, all of you are my best guidance in my life.
Maybe I just want to talk about sth that happen during 6.20am. I fought with my parents and it was the fierce fight that I ever quarreled with them. We used knife to threaten each other, using fists to beat each parties. If it wasn't king Leodales who have stopped me, I would have killed a person. Out of sudden, my anger control my actions and this is called revenge. You wouldn't get to see my anger overtake my actions. It was a rare moment. Arcious counsel me this morning and reprimanded me. Leodales analyze this problem and sort out those reasons with me. I do not understand why I have such emotion after I entered polytechnic. Have I grown up? The new king also said I am starting to be immature and do not have the virtue that arc people have. Why must all of you come out when I am in trouble? Why couldn't you just control my body? Like I said before, I cannot do without all of you. You have the virtue that arc people has. I don't feel like living in such a miserable world. I don't think I can bear in this nine year. Stress may be one of my reasons of not living in such world. Shouldnt I be behaving myself? After all, I was part of the lord in arc. I thought by cheering up in this world could make me live happy in this world. What should I bother to change? Just because of the word called adapt? I don't understand why the republic of arc would implement this policy. We are under the close door policy at first. World is changing. I ought to agree with durehon.

I will talk about the prophecy that was given by the white and black man. I dreamt about them while I was sleeping. I will write those dialogue.
"so devin, you need our help again?" white man said
" you got to learn to be independent!" black man said
" what do you mean by independent? I couldn't live without my lords. Could you just shorten my life in the prophecy? There wasn't anything in this world for me to treasure about?" I said
"life was full of colors and once prophecy is made, it was hard to overwrite it" white man said
" well, we will get straight to the point for today" black man said
" you couldn't control all of the problem. However, you must take some time to analyze the problem. You may need a person on earth to be your peacemaker. I mean it was for now. You got to learn and reapply to those virtues that arc people have" white man said
"I couldn't give you a prophecy for this time but all of the lords were besides you but you have to use your feelings to feel their souls. Although they were part of your souls, you got to learn when was the right time to use ur power. You wouldn't want to use ur power to violate the heaven rule or the fate of wheel" Black man said.
After that, I was woken up by my alarm. Who is this peacemaker? How could I find him? By using my feelings, i could feel their souls? I don't think it was a prophecy. They were trying to hint me about something? I don't know what they are trying to hint about but I know that it is going to be part of my life.

27-7-2010

The hungry month is coming. This was the moment where I could check my power. I don't know how strong is my power right now, If I manage to see some ghost, this indicate that my power is more powerful than ever. Afterall, I gain these power through the darkness part of the world. If I know how to use it wisely, I am able to self defense myself. Well, the black man asked me why am I acting so childish lately and immature. I don't even know how to answer him because I couldn't betray my good friend. The good friend was the upcoming seven king. I do not know how to write my blog because there isn't any story that could make me treasure. Most of my people are starting to leave me because there was another war that will be happening when the star starting to align. This was the rare moment but it may be just the end of my nation. I hope that the star wont align in august. Make it to September. Well, that all fOlk

22 July 2011

It is already the third week of July. That was fast. It is soon going to be a year. What have I learned? I don't know either. I manage to write this post when the other kings are not around. If they are around, I wouldn't have the chance to update this post. I wondered how am I going to cope up with this stress mindset. In the class, there were people who is planning to pull down my marks. This statement was made according to king arcious. I am cOnfused. I don't even know where should I drive towards to. Is it university? I don't know either. I must tell myself that I can do it and have the will of fire. Without both of these, I may not achieve something that king arcious planned. Now, let me talk about chee kin. If you are going to analyze those sentence that he spoke, he is trying to put down some of the people grade in the class. He planned to score high marks. However, I cannot defeat him without the five kings helps. Well, this was only the good things that the kings provide. Chee kin was planning to achieve high or should I say beyond his expectation. I am going to heed the advice given by all of you. I know that I am a bit rush when you said that I should be going out often but to stay at home and complete those assignments. I understand your reasons. Thanks

8 July 2011

I am going to post my Blog once per week because I do not have the time to update the blog. There was war in my nations and assignment in the school. What can I do? Everyone is busy with the war and they do not have the time to help me or assist me. Last night, I was being scolded from arcious. He told me to stay focused on work and not thinking about playing. What the he'll is he planning to do? I know that he want to excel in my work but he really need to understand what is the word called relax. Well, let get back to the real world. There was nothing memorials to remember. I only just went to moberty to play pools and singed k with my classmates and bro. I do not want to elaborate the event because I am lazy. If I were to post something that is not related, the blog will be full of rubbish.

6-7-2011

I know that I have not been updating this blog since when my examination are started. I woke up in the morning to write this post as I am stressed with the upcoming result. It seem like I will be losing mark in isec which mean I may lose to my bro. I am wondering why i couldn't get high mark than him. He spent lesser time than me to study. Is my study plan fails or my lords are failing? I do not know either. I hope that god will be mercy in this and allow me to have the same in aftermath. War are fighting, we are challenging. Why can't I lose one of the war? Is it because I am the king? I have no idea. I just knew that I am scoring 95-98 for nos. 85-90 for isec(bro may be getting 94-96) which mean I am losing about 10-15 marks. DBMS will be just 94-98 marks whereas he may score badly. Afterall, I hope the results will be same. God just show some mercy,

2 July 2011

Last night was an unexpected event. I watched transformer with my Zheng yang friends. I was intending to watch transformer with Lukas who is one of my classmates in secondary school. It was so coincidence that he wasn't free last night. I did not thought that Zheng yang asked me whether I want to watch with them. It did not even think that I was invited. It was a bit shame that I go with the people that I was unfamiliar. Reader I want to tell you a good news, i am interested in basketball again... Well, I will not allow history to repeat itself becAuse Every human change for the better. There are war in the house and between my own people. Is there a better solution in dealing with all this problem. I don't quite get it. If you think you are better, why don't you show up and bring up a fight? I am not talking about violence here. I am going to turn over a new leaf. I will not act like a gangster anymore, I just feel that I need to be a bit civilized so that I am able to socialize better. What make me change because one of my brother tOld me that I acted like a gangster. Leodales was heard it and he was planning to change for the better. Well, it was a big decision made by the lords. However, they were intending to plot an sinister plan. I don't know what are they going to do. Transformer 3 was a good show, well reader, find some time to watch it. I am not going to spoil the show over here. T.G.I.F~~