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I feel like updating this post when I could solve my problem by myself. I thought by having the six kings, they will be able to help me or counsel me when I was having some troubles in my life. Well, they said that I am grown up and I do not have to relied on them. They want me to learn to independence because they said that it was part of the human capability. I couldn't said anything because they were once my biggest helper. What should I do? I couldn't just live without orders from my kings. Every once I pass by my secondary school, I will think about those moments that we are working together as a team. We solve principle of accountancy questions, sciences and humanities. But now, I have to solve those problem in polytechnic by myself. Besides that, I was some sort being insult in polytechnic. I only remember that whenever I was being bully by a person. We, the six would stand up and fight back. However, we are not united as one. What was the reason? Is it my problem? Just tell me and I will change for all of you. After all, all of you are my best guidance in my life.
Maybe I just want to talk about sth that happen during 6.20am. I fought with my parents and it was the fierce fight that I ever quarreled with them. We used knife to threaten each other, using fists to beat each parties. If it wasn't king Leodales who have stopped me, I would have killed a person. Out of sudden, my anger control my actions and this is called revenge. You wouldn't get to see my anger overtake my actions. It was a rare moment. Arcious counsel me this morning and reprimanded me. Leodales analyze this problem and sort out those reasons with me. I do not understand why I have such emotion after I entered polytechnic. Have I grown up? The new king also said I am starting to be immature and do not have the virtue that arc people have. Why must all of you come out when I am in trouble? Why couldn't you just control my body? Like I said before, I cannot do without all of you. You have the virtue that arc people has. I don't feel like living in such a miserable world. I don't think I can bear in this nine year. Stress may be one of my reasons of not living in such world. Shouldnt I be behaving myself? After all, I was part of the lord in arc. I thought by cheering up in this world could make me live happy in this world. What should I bother to change? Just because of the word called adapt? I don't understand why the republic of arc would implement this policy. We are under the close door policy at first. World is changing. I ought to agree with durehon.

I will talk about the prophecy that was given by the white and black man. I dreamt about them while I was sleeping. I will write those dialogue.
"so devin, you need our help again?" white man said
" you got to learn to be independent!" black man said
" what do you mean by independent? I couldn't live without my lords. Could you just shorten my life in the prophecy? There wasn't anything in this world for me to treasure about?" I said
"life was full of colors and once prophecy is made, it was hard to overwrite it" white man said
" well, we will get straight to the point for today" black man said
" you couldn't control all of the problem. However, you must take some time to analyze the problem. You may need a person on earth to be your peacemaker. I mean it was for now. You got to learn and reapply to those virtues that arc people have" white man said
"I couldn't give you a prophecy for this time but all of the lords were besides you but you have to use your feelings to feel their souls. Although they were part of your souls, you got to learn when was the right time to use ur power. You wouldn't want to use ur power to violate the heaven rule or the fate of wheel" Black man said.
After that, I was woken up by my alarm. Who is this peacemaker? How could I find him? By using my feelings, i could feel their souls? I don't think it was a prophecy. They were trying to hint me about something? I don't know what they are trying to hint about but I know that it is going to be part of my life.