Friendship busted?

I am wondering whether this friendship is going to end here. I don't have the answer either. I don't even know what is the reason for not friending him. Let give an example. Marcus defriend me as I was lying to him in the first place, he is unable to forgive me so I understand it was partially my fault. However, this friend, I am not going to mention names over here, I wrote his name on deviantart. He have been ignoring before I choke his neck. He hate ppl choke his neck so it was my fault but in the first place, he have been ignoring me. Arcious talked to me this morning and we analysis the problem together. He just said that it was impossible to become best friend again. He is not the friend that you know. You still have other brothers and sisters, for example zheng yang and Zoe. I would like to write about a happy moment with this friend. Zy,this person as x and I went to bugis for shopping. We brought 3 shirts. One have a sheep print on it, three dinosaur printed on a shirt and my is the vampire.we have fun together and we even talk abt buying shoes. Haiz, I guess this was the last happy memories that he gave me. Arcious set a deadline. By 4 sept, he did not talk to you like before, then I would give up this friendship. I am not going to wait anymore. I still have other bro and sis to entertain you. X person your song to represent you is aim my tomorrow. Digimon tamer ending 1. Leave everything to Fate then.