5-12-11

I want to make this blog post to dedicate to someone that I was thinking while I was doing Java revision just now. I want to keep this as a memory so that I will not forget in my life. The person is still Lee Rong. I know I have been making post about him recently. It is because I can bear to let go this friendship.
I was planning to go to the national library to study my java coding at first, but it reminds me about him. He accompanied me to the national library to study my NOS. I remember that we ate macdonald and that was the last time that we spent those fun moments together. We even talked about girls and how can we improve on our work. He inspire me to do my WCD. Can I dont relied on him? I asked myself when we started ignore each other. However, the truth was that I am willing to salvage this friendship even though, he called me to be his horse or cow.
I do not dare to go to food court 3 in singapore polytechnic and color because I do not want to remind myself. How i wish that we can be together again? But I guess that it is the end of the story of him. He do not even bothered to talk to me or willing to be friends again.
Every human made mistakes and he do not want to give me a chance to change. What can I do? Zheng yang was standing in the middle. What should I do? I do not want to lose a best friend or bro again. Will god be mercy? I have no idea. Maybe i will go to hong kong and ask the god over there. Will we be together again as friend? Can we celebrate zheng yang birthday together? Can we have the same moments together again? I have no idea.