20-8-2012

It has been quite some time that i actually use a laptop to type out a post in regard to our personal life. I wondered who in this world will actually bothered to read about it. Well, it is not my day as predicted long ago. It was myself who do not even want to bothered to look at the reality of the picture. I guess life is full of up and down. I wondered when will there a person who stopped having feeling of miserable, sad, or loneliness. Many things do happened in life, but if there is a person staying besides you, supporting you, encourage you mentally. I believe that that will be a different story. How am i able to stop all of these nonsense when there is actually so many things going on in life? Studies is the key factor right now as there are many people inspecting my result progress. Although it is stressful when there are people watching on your back, it will obviously create havoc if there is no discipline to it or hard work to it. Life may be colorful and meaningful but once if the person look at the "dark" side of the earth, people will be mentally stressful and feeling miserable. I am not going to mention how miserable is going to be because it will be a road where most people will feel in their life time. For myself, i just felt that miserable will result in sucide, lose of appetite and friendship. I indeed shed a tears for the person but will the person know about it? I am not going to mention names over here because I just want it to be a memorial blog. signning off lord durehon

Trust

What do the definition of trust mean? According to arc kingdom, we use trust to believe our comrades and entrust the orders that were made by the authority position. How about human life? According to devin definition, he mention that trust was the people that you can totally belie in without any doubts or suspect. Hao about leodales, so called the peace maker? Trust is word that we cannot find in the art of war because there will be betrayal any places that we walked. How about lord r? He was mentioning that trust was a silent killer, there was no reply by lord r when I mention about silent killer. He just said that trust was a taboo word used in war. How about dezard, apprentice of arcious? He told me about the ethics of trust. I am going to summaries what he just mention while I was watching the movie. Trust was something that you have entrusted the faith in the person which mean I can die loyal to him and serve him as what I serve as my lord.
As part of devin soul, I just felt that trust is part of the gamble game. The matter was the portion that you are going to contribute for the person..
I am going to trust that person and I am willing to die for him like what king dezard was mentioning about.
The end