20-8-2012

It has been quite some time that i actually use a laptop to type out a post in regard to our personal life. I wondered who in this world will actually bothered to read about it. Well, it is not my day as predicted long ago. It was myself who do not even want to bothered to look at the reality of the picture. I guess life is full of up and down. I wondered when will there a person who stopped having feeling of miserable, sad, or loneliness. Many things do happened in life, but if there is a person staying besides you, supporting you, encourage you mentally. I believe that that will be a different story. How am i able to stop all of these nonsense when there is actually so many things going on in life? Studies is the key factor right now as there are many people inspecting my result progress. Although it is stressful when there are people watching on your back, it will obviously create havoc if there is no discipline to it or hard work to it. Life may be colorful and meaningful but once if the person look at the "dark" side of the earth, people will be mentally stressful and feeling miserable. I am not going to mention how miserable is going to be because it will be a road where most people will feel in their life time. For myself, i just felt that miserable will result in sucide, lose of appetite and friendship. I indeed shed a tears for the person but will the person know about it? I am not going to mention names over here because I just want it to be a memorial blog. signning off lord durehon