Study mood

I am starting to be much more confident than before. I usually hate to socialize with people but when arcious took the initiatives to socialize with people, my world is filled with colors. If you were to compare my secondary 2 attitude, I am much more antisocial person, without thinking about others. I do have a bit of jimson's character. I must continue my studies because I do not wan to provide a burden to the nations. Besides that, if I were to give up, I will be given reprimanded by others. I just wan to explain my secret talent that I found in my secondary two life. I found out that I am not alone in this world, I have people that counsel me and control my atitude. That why there are arcious, Leodales, dezard, durehon. King arcious was the one whOm changes my life. I really idolize him. He told me the way that humans love to do and teach me to adapt the environment I have. But now, he had been lead to astray. Now, I have dezard to help me. He told me to help Dixon as he really need my help. If i don't help him, who is willing to help him. Dezard told me this and I agree that I will help him. At last, it really show the results, he become my brother. I will not forget the process of getting this brother. I really treat him like my own brother bec he is the only person that I am able to share feelings with. People think that I am getting crazy bec of this voice in my ears. I really don't wan to lose them again bec they help me a lot. They are the one who inspire me to get o lvl, entering into a good polytechnic. They helped me in national examination, without them, I may enter ite. People may not believe bec they feel that it is just my imaginary or I am having psychology problem. I will not allow people to dispatch us bec we are united as one. God provide me this talent and I should treasure it and must not think that it is a bad problem. Okay, let me talk abt today event, a bit long winded. It's the fact. In the afternoon, I meet Dixon as I am planning to teach him chemistry. Then we head to bukit gombak gym. In teck whye Mac, I teach Dixon about the basic chemistry. He do not have the base so I was planning to make him learn the basic first before heading to the sophisticated level. After that, I saw Cindy. I talked to her and then I head to the bus stop to take a bus to gym. I am feeling bizarre about something. Why do most of the people feel that sharing things with the same sex is called gay, based On someone thoughts. I don't mean Dixon or edwin. Bec we treat each other like brothers. We share songs together and even knowledge. I just have the same analogy with Dixon and Edwin. Edwin was the one who teach me not to give up, fight for victory. Therefore, I am good in chemistry. Dixon thought me some things in my human life. He is changing over a new life and wan to excel in his education. No more no or giving up bec I just know that I have so many people supporting me, I cannot just give up just like a nerd. Dixon provide me some ideas for my project in polytechnic by using gym. I am trying to use his idea to do for my polytechnic projects. Dixon and Edwin, thank you, you did it , you changed my life and personality. Both of you are impressive, you changed the sinister thoughts of me in the past. I mean evil thought like cursing people to death. Dixon, you taught me something that I am able to use in my poly life, which is I am able to focus something when people looking at me. That's all folks.