28 June 2011

I am rally sorry to those reader for not posting this blog. The main reason was that i have so much work to do and the upcming exam. At last, i manage to find some time to update this blog with my computer. I do not what to do either...... Watching transformer and eatin crystal jade steamboat with my brother on monday. It is impossible to do so many things on one day. However, i only can say try.... So much things happen during the holiday... My brother come to my house to study and i go to his house to play computer. I do not want to elaborate everything because it may take up 3 days 2 nights to complete this post if i am going to write every details and my feelings. Maybe you can follow me on tweeter@durehon. Durehon will be glad to share his feeling with reader. I am only interested in posting those events that want me to remember. It was tough over this few days.I have been struggling with the work in school and the lords are going back to their own country on monday. Well, i get to see them again in august i guess. That all i have to say maybe i will make the post longer in the upcoming monday where i am having fun with my brother.

Ecstatic day

Well, I have another sworn brother in my family tree. He was a simple person without much thinking. However, i felt that it was a rush but who know that he accept my request of calling him my blood related brother. I should treat him better in the future, hope that he will do the same as me. I do not have any family love before because my parents are buyer. They have been treating my little brother well but I mead been ignored for many years. I was at the edge of jumping down the building when I was studying in secondary school life. However, it was king arcious who stopped me and pull me back. I would like to record something about the past because I felt that everything should be Balanced. There must be happiness and saddness part of my life. Since there is a person asking me about my past life so i will spend some time to write about my past life. I was a lonely student during my lower secondary, you could call me a nerd or quiet person. I was beinG bully by my classmate. They vilified me and even beat me up. What could I do bec I was a small and shy boy. I couldn't possibly fight back because I will lose. I did not do well in my academic studies as I was lazy at that moment. Therefore I have no power at that time to protect myself. One day, I heard voices in my ear and I looked around but this person talked to me. He was the first king filopian. It was a funny name but he told me to stay strong and I have a long road ahead. Not long I meet king filopian, I met king arcious bec filopian told me that there was one person that may help me. Arcious have the power to process prophecy and he have almighty power. I thought that it was my imaginary friend but king filopian show me his face before he leave my body. Arcious told me that he was made up by my souls and my souls was weaken by him due to protecting me. Therefore, king filopian was dead by then. King arcious guided me and teach me a lot of things in human life. He also name my body as arcious kingdom. Arcious was weak and sick at that moment. Not long later, I was having high fever. Then the white man and black man prophecy came in. They told me to find another king to take over the place. Then Leodales came in. He is the most kind person and sensible in dealing problem. He taught me how am I able to cure my illness and arcious was feeling okay. I do remember that time I was bullied by a classmates and I was feeling of dying. Then the white man told me to treasure my life but tthe black man told me that I will die at the age of 27. I believe the black man but the next day I look out of the window and feel like jumping down. Because I do not have he courage to speak to human and do not have the courage to face the humanity. My emotion was hitting at the bottom of the rock. I do not know what to do either and I feel like ending my life. King arcious put me back. He said that human are evil just know that you still have all of us! Then I manage to pick up myself. Then I meet Edwin and he was the first one that I called his as my sworn brother, as my big brother. After that, king durehon and dezard came into the picture bec they taught me a lot of way to deal with my homework and manage my personal lifestyle. Dezard was good t planning program and durehon have been motivating me. Well, that is all I could say. If you were to say that I am crazy, I have no choice. This is my fate. Well, Zheng yang is my new sworn brother and I hope that we are brother forever. I really treat him like a brother. We have the same thinking haha... I just have the feeling of calling him brother. That's all. Well, thank god that I have edwin and Zheng yang as my brothers. Blood related forever. Hail!!!!

20-6-2011

It was a pleasant day, don't you find it that fun is in the air.
A lot of things happen today and i will always remember this moment.
Like i said before, fun does not always happen in our life. We gotten to treasure the moment in life. I do not know whether that is such day going to happen again. The semester is halfway and miss ho is leaving us. I do not know what lecturer will be our form teacher. She was the best teacher in polytechnic that i enter into singapore polytechnic. She taught me a lot of things and care about the student in the class. She treat us lunch in fish and co. It was quite expensive and she did not even charge us any extra money even we called expensive items. Is it a form of reward to the student for doing well in the class test or is she motivating us to study the upcoming test? I am not too sure. I know that the classmate bond is becoming closer. What could i do? god bro and i ate the wrong food. We are so embarrassed at that moment. Haha we swapped the fish with xuan qing and jin hao. God bro is going to another course after this year. What can i do? I hope that he will be transferring course and we can do project since we have the same thinking at all time. It is hard to find a person that has the same analogy. I wondered how long is this moment going to be last. I am unsure too..... I went to my god bro and play computer games together. It was much more fun that expected. We did not even talk often but we could feel the fun in the atmosphere. I am signing off here..... In my god bro house. I hope that such moment can last.... I will buy a mouse for you once i got my pay because brother should be caring each other. Good night.....

Nightmare

I don't understand the dream at all. I have already discuss the Matter to my members and they could just say that it was time to wage a war to earth. However, I don't understand why must we launch the attacks even the earth are enjoying the peace. Why must the black man gave me such dream? What is he trying to tell me? It is not obviously enough. Is this dream optimistic or a sinister one? How can I elaborate the war? Why do my parents run away except me? My father is around. Oh my god, I get it what the dream is abt. My parents are divorcing so my father will get me and my mother will get my little brother. War is just like divorcing in the house. At last, I understand. Thanks

What in the hell that the black man gave me this prophecy? Which country wage a war to singapore? It was happening on the 20-6-2011. It was the day where my parents are going to malacca. I was bringing them to the bus and I could see three planes flying very low. It was impossible to see their faces because they are wearing helmet. The helmet was black in color, it was impossible for me to see their faces. But those logo on their aircraft were my kingdom logo and they were bombing Singapore. My parents still have the mood to leave the country because they feel that it is safe to go. However, they dragged me along to the sales counter but there wasn't anymore ticket so I am staying back in Singapore. Why do my own kingdom bombing singapore? I also remember what the black man said to me. "you are just like entering into war affair." why do he wan to choose this date? Why must he choose when I eating lunch with my class? Was it because there was some disaster going on? I am not too sure abt it. It is best to take precaution for that day. The next morning, I saw bus along my street with military soldier. They were holding gun and rifles. The bus no. Is 57,720. Is their a no. Related to te disaster? I don't know. After that, I woke up.

K box

I have a lot of things to write today but it was a bit inconvenience as the iPad was so heavy to use two hands to type. Maybe I would like to start with the kbox thingy. I just don't know whether I should be angry with them when I first saw them. I just tell myself that I have the white man prophecy to follow. I just know that we reAlly have some fun in kbox. Although I did not sing too many songs but I just feel that it was a enjoyable experience with them. I am manage to talk with my god bro and bro. They just treat me like normal although I vent my anger on my god bro last night. I don't know when can we have the dinner. Maybe after the mid semester test. It was the most appropriate time for us to relax. Devin was struggling with others while I am having so much fun with his god bro and bro. I am starting to worry about Dixon. He is not putting 100% in his studies but instead he is going out to have fun. Maybe I have to find a way to settle him down after my mst. Everyone is so stressed with the upcoming test and memorizing. Well, I have many brain cells so it will be okay to memorize it word for word. Although I have a limit, I have to provide the best for lord devin. After all, he was the one who is ruling this nation, not me. I wondered will I be able to do well. I do not wan to mention in details about what we do in kbox. I just know that I have spend 1whole week with Zheng yang. I understand why lord devin accepts him as god bro. He is wise

14-6-2011

Well, I have plans in the afternoon and night. What can I do? My bro just called me and said we have to cancel the dinner bec they are playing basketball later. Dezard was tellin me. He is just taking you like a ball,they dont want to meet you so they kick you like a ball. Should I go with them for dinner or k box for tomorrow. I am treating them for seoul garden but they deny it. I don't have any choice either. After all, I don't have the final said. It is all depend on the comments given by the six kings. By looking at the sky, it will be raining soon. Actually we already agree to go airport to have our dinner but I felt that it is a bit far so I chosen Seoul garden at causeway point. Well, if that is the case, I will think of another excuse to reject their meeting tomorrow. I think it is time to meet out Edwin or Dixon. Maybe I should meet Edwin as he is my big bro. He is able to comfort me. No choice. It is fated.

My thoughts

Zheng yang, lee rong and I were training at the gym yesterday. I was thinking too much in the afternoon. I should have heed the advice given by leodales. He told me that it is unnecessary for me to worry about. Zheng yang posted something regarding about someone that he would like to be friends with. I thought it was me. I found out a lot of things about my god bro too. I don't wan to mention about this girl. I guess that the girl have confess to Zheng yang and he rejected. When I was working in the IT show, I sense that he have some troubles in his life. I just could feel those uncomfortable feelings in his heart. He do not wan to tell me. Well,I cannot force everyone to tell me about their personal life if they are unwilling to share. Bro, i will be always the one that could advice you and I can assure that the secrets will be kept tightly. In the IT show, I show care and concern to him. I am trying to help him and ensure that he have a better time working. However, there are obstacles in our path. He did not work with me during the second day of the IT show till the end. However, I have spy besides himl to guard him. I am glad that he was opened to everything. I hope that lee rong and I will be able to comfort him. Should I talk to the girl ankd asked her? I dont k ow. It all depends to the other kings order. I just post about the things that I found out.

13-6-2011

It is the second week of the vacation. I have not started any revision! I am getting worried about my time management in my revision timing! I am able to start revision during the last week of vacation! I can do it. I did not earn much for the IT show as I felt that I only earn $400 for the 5 days. What can I do? I have no idea either. I will not write much for today as I am using my iPad to write this post.

12-6-2011

I just realized that my curse power is still working perfectly. However, there are still flaws in this skills but I am tryig my best to practice it till perfection. I should have activate the curse earlier, because I just felt that there is such needs. Well, it was the last day of IT show and I earn much more lesser than before. It is because there was a slight changes in the political. Different people have different methods. I am arcious. I will do my best and give all my attention to the job. I am not boosting myself but I just felt that it is okay. I am planning of changing the boss as I felt that kjc is not giving me much opportunties. If they were to give me more commission and pay, I am willing to stay. I just felt that it is no use to stay in this place. If I were to receive less than $350 for this IT show, I will just tell her these sentence. " I do have a pleasant time working in this company. However, I just want tp comment about something. The allocation of staff to the different places is a bit unfair. I know that your goods are having good sales, but you are just putting the wrong worker in different area. And I also felt the commission is a bit unfair too. Just some comment for this it show. The workplace for this pc show was a bit boring not interested to work. I dO enjoy the time that we work together during the march IT show." mike have reply me that he will hired me for the sEpt iT show. I am really looking forward to the next it show.

11-6-2011 part II

Nothing t post for the second part bec it was nit i teresting st all

11-6-2011 part I

It was the last 2 day of IT show which mean I only have 2 more chances to earn more commission. Do you think I can do It alone? No. I just have to lie over my gitted teeth. There is no way out, only a way was to lie. If you are unable to lie, you are just staying in the start point. I just have to remember one point. I have the power and people to support me, I am alone anymore. Edwin lai said before" we gotten put in 100% effort in the things that we do" well, it motivate me a bit but I am lacking confidence in doing such things. On the other hand, dezard will be helping me to deal with the customer. I will be in the backstage doing some under table method. I guess it will be a tedious day for me. What should i think about? Nothing. I just hope that my god bro will not ignore me if dezard is trying to be much more evil. Dezard have three Plan in mind but in the end 1/3 was not evil. That why he have the power to end the war quickly. He is good in plotting plan and strategics. I wondered what potential skill do I have? Sleeping or eating. I am unsure too.

10-6-2011 part II

Another post in the blog again. What should I start first? Should I talk about my new personal life or should I talk about my working environment. Maybe I should start the working environment first. It was a tiring day for me because I am solo in promoting both items, such as battery pack, iPads case and many more. I don't understand why the sales is still so low. Is it my problem in promoting the item? Or is it the economy have went bad? It should not be in this case. The political election have just given a sum of money to the people. They should have the money to buy IT stuff So that they can enjoy a high quality of life. What is the problem with the people? Are people keeping their money for the rainy day or are they just saving for their retiring ages to enjoy? I guess it was my problem. I am not putting 100% in this job, I am just telling myself that I need to earn the basic pay. Moreover, I need more motivation, persuading tone to speak to customer not giving myself a damn. Zheng yang just transfer to Epicentre which is not under company. I am just a normal person. How cAn I do it myself? I also unable to call for helps. I am all alone. Do you think it is fair for me to snath the customer to purchase my products? I do not know either. Devin always asked himself who Am I? I do wan to say his sentence because I am starting to lose faith and confidence in myself. I am not pay attention to the things that happen around me. I am not arcious anymore. I need more courage, confidence in doing things. I guess the dream is true. Why do the white man give me such prophecy to follow? I am not he god who can stop all of this problem. Although I have hidden potential power skills, I unleash any of this power unnecessary. There is law in here. I am looking at the people. There were smiles on their faces, talking to their son, wife or friends. WhAt life do I have? Do I have to suffer in such life? I really don't understand. I really have to find a way to clear this doubts or else it will affect my mood and life. I felt like shedding a tear but I am a man and a king. But I ask myself? Do human cry? Yes, they do!!!! Can I quit this job and get back my life? Can I just say a no to it? Well, I have to look at the large pictue instead. Why do company Need me? Because of thEir sales in their products. But I am lacking he will and determination to participate it. I need to change the ring. I guess the rings is creating such problem to happen again. From tomorrow onwards, I have to put my faith on the line. I should be doing this for the money and experience... It is time to stay focused... I should be start fooling around anymore. I should be winning other not allowing people stepping on me anymore.... I am king arcious not other kings. They rely on me to give them order not humans. I help humans that is my purpose in existing in this world. The white and black man gave me such power to help the people not making fun of such power anymore. Life was precious, concurrently it is painful. As we said before, no pain no gain. Well I am starting to believe in this. I will be unleashing the devils wing and power to ensure things went smoothly for both of us. I am not devin anymore, arcious will be my name in changing the history in the earth.

10-6-2011

It is the second day of the IT fair. Will I be shocked if I happened to see another lecturer standing behind me. I am not too sure. I just know that I nEed to adapt such environment as I just enter in this galaxy. I wondered what is the amount earned for tonight? Maybe $10,$20. The sales is a bit low but I told myself to boost up the sales as soon as possible so I can cover the cost for last nite. I don't know what can I do? Should I be lying in the first place? I am not too sure. Business is just like this. Should I be even thinking of changing the course to diploma business infocomm technology? I am not too sure. I just know that the republic chosen this course for me as to ensure that my path will be a colorful one. If I were to change th course, will I be even give a signal to the republic members that I critize their views? I am unsure about myself. Moreover. I am losing confident in doing things. I just want to live one day and pass one day. All I know was that I am dying at the golden age of 27. This was what the prophecy that was given to me in the last 5 years. Should I believE in such myth in the first place? Who is h god over here? Which people in the he'll wan to disturb my life. Usually, I heed the order of the white and black man prophecy. Maybe I just wan to ask one question. Can you give me the reason about this myth. I just have a nightmare last nite. Maybe it is the worst one. Sky were becoming green, the floor were filled with blood. Walking along the street of chinatown, I could see different people lying on floor, asking me for help. I have 20 people guarding me and I could feel that they are part of my team. Out of sudden, a white man walked forward me and wink me. What is he indicting to me? Is people dying? Why do the sky become green? Is it just telling me that I was filled with anger,envy and jealousy. Or else it may be indicating that I am harming many people with my characteristic.

9-6-2011 part II

It is such a tiring day for both of us. We worked so hard, persuading customer to purchase my item. In the end, we did not earn much commission. I am not aiming for high commission,whereas I was aiming for a lesiure time in the it show. It may be tiring but I tell myself that working is just about experience. I am not a talent in any fields but I said before I have the brain to think out a plan to ensure success. Well, nothing to say about today.

9-6-2011 part I

It is the first day of th it show. I am not looking forward to it because it will be another new environment. I hope that I am able tO work with mike bec he will always take good care of the other workers in the nubox. What should I do? Should I be even fighting commission with my god brother? I don't know. I am still confused. Devin only told me to take good care of the siblings left. I don't understand what he mean by this? Do he even spare a thought for the other six kings. I am not too sure either. Should I use the past history rule again? I don't think so.... when there is a new person who is ruling this nation, I don't think he want to remain the same, he will change for the better. I will not fight the commission for Thursday and saturday. I will take Friday and Sunday. I know that I have potential in every fields because I have such skills and plan in my head. As a general in this so called place, I have to ensure that everyone do have $$ to earn. What am I looking forward? I don't know. However, I hope that the commission is spilt into two. Therefore, It will solve the problem. Pls grant this wish. I guess I will use the under table method in the public

8-6-2011

It will be tedious after today because I will be going to challenge with other promoter in the it fair to ensure that the commission hit my target fir this it show, or else I will quit. I don't know what am i going to do tomorrow? I am very confused. In the morning, I asked myself one question. Who am I? Why must I suffer in this world? What should I do to ensure that I am perfect? I really want to know the answer but I guess nothing came into my mind. I wondered who is willing to help me out? My god bro or my big bro? Or should I talk to my parents instead. There is too much things in my heart. I feel like shouting out but I just do not have the courage to tell them. Well, I want to tell them that I am stressed in polytechnic, but what could they do? They will just tell me to relax. I do not want the answer, but instead I want the solution. Oh gosh, I wondered how am I going to live such a sinister world if I dont use any under table method such as curse. However, i still have people to discuss about my problem. They can say but they cannot help me in anything. They are just my imaginary, I guess. I believe that they exists in this world but on the other hand, I am jus myself. What can I do? How am I going to continue living? Even there is prophecy about my death but I just make myself more happy? Why? I am just acting that I am okay and looking strong at the outside but in the inner part of me, I am just an weak boy who does not have any instructions or path to walk. I am sitting at the corner last night and facing to the wall. Looking at my hands, my tear starting to roll down my cheeks. If I don't let go the burden in my minds, I am just going to face the black man prophecy.

7-6-2011 part II

I just end my work with kjc, it was fun at first but once we were spilt to do different tasks, the warehouse just became like he'll. Well, nothing much to say. I just want to talk about those happy moment and a shocking part when I was packing some stuff to the box. My god brother just packed the things from 9.30am till 1.30pm. we were chatting and counting the number of goods in different box. It may look simple but it require much effort and concentration in making the job perfect. We must understand a term. If we are being employed, we have to put in most of the effort to get the job done. I don't mean we must take shortcut. As you know that, there is no shortcut in humanity. This was what my lord taught me in the past. After that, I began to ask myself some question to reduce boredom. Why must I born in this world? Who am I? Well, there was no answer in the question. These few questions are just my motivation in getting the job done. Haiz. However, there was a guy called Andrew, walking forward to me and told me that I am working with Zheng yang. I am asking myself. Is it a good thing or a bad thing? I wouldn't want to hurt this god brother, but you know that human are obsessed in $$. Concurrently, i remember that arcious told me something. If $$ could buy back a relationship, won't it that be hilarious? Why don't we look at the good side instead of the sinister side. I am standing in the dilemma. I just want to tell myself to work extra hand, I shouldnt bE using underhand method. I should use my knowledge, skills, experience to achieve things that I always wanted.
That's all folks. I will post again tomorrow

7-6-2011 part I

I will be posting 2 entries for today. I felt that I really have to keep a "software" copy about the incident that happened recently. I am beginning to lose my memories after entering into polytechnic lifestyle. It was a bit hilarious but there is a term called" no pain, no gain". I am taking the train to potong pasir and begin working under kjc. Well, I have $$ to slack at home but I felt that working maybe a bond. I am not going to explain further for that because I felt that it was unnecessary. I kicked out 2 siblings in my fb status and even unfriend them. I am losing trust in them as I began to know more about human. In the past, I did not know how humans behave but now,my people are starting to learn and do research about them. I guess my people really want to adapt into earth's humanity.

I remember that arcious was telling me to beware about human character when I was entering my secondary school yard. I agree with him because all of my classmates were vilifing about the five kings. However, i can disagree with him as most of the human are harmless. it has been a long time that I have not return to my ss school. Dixon was busy with his upcoming o lvl examination which will be commencing during the October. Cy&leon were preparing their test in tp. Edwin is studying at home. I guess I really have to treasure those moments with my classmates and my sworn brother. I asked myself one question? How can I treasure those precious moment? Is it by recording or is it by remembering deep in our heart?

I guess there wasn't any answer for this question!

6-6-2011

I will start a new style in my blog. My blog seem to be unpopular. There wasn't much people reading my post or even comment my post. I just want to write a post to remind those happy and sad moment. I know that it was a bit hilarious but it help me when I was doing my content in my assignment. I invited Zheng yang and lee rong to my house to have fun but it turn out to be a negative story. My wii had just went hay wired. Therefore, it took some time to repair it. I just know that they are not blaming me. We went to the void deck to chat some of the girls. They have a okay looking and Zheng yang was talking to them . However, I did not expect that their friends are one of my neighbor. This show that the world is so small!!! When I meet Zheng yang at yew tee mrt, he was starting to laugh and smile. When he was asked to work tomorrow, he asked the boss about me first. He also said that if I am not working, it will be bored and he may not know how to get to the place. I guess he really treat me like a god brother. I am starting to feel much more ecstatic because I have another good god brother. I guess I have another god brother to take care too. We drank alcohol and then we walked to the basketball court. I do not understand what are the talking about but I have to adapt their hobbies. We have so much fun in the basketball court. We laugh and lee rong was a bit weak in liquor. I am also drunk but I have six life. How in the earth, I am going to be drunk!!! I have not seen myself drunk before. I wondered when do we have such happy moment again? Next week, next month or even next year. I don't think it is next year. We will be studying in different course therefore, we have to start to adapt in the new environment again. Good things won't happen twice. That is the fact. In my bottom of my heart, I hope that he could change course with me. That's all folk

A new sworn brother

I have been asking myself, can I accept another new sworn brother? Let me explain about his character. His name was Zheng yang and he was a classmate in my polytechnic. I met him in the second day of orientation. He was seating behind me and I began to talk to Xian Qing first. IN the amazing race, we began to tAlk about our life. He introduced me a lot of friends in Singapore polytechnic. We are a group members. I just remember that I just quarrels with him once and then we become so close.. Haha. Pls use yours mature thinking..... Don't think anyhow!!!!! He said I am able to trreat him like a god brother. God bro and normal bro are different. I will treat god bro like my own blood related brother. Normal siblings are just close, whereas god bro is super close.

I will be working on 9-12 June in it show and this god bro is working with me! A last, there is someone accompany me to city hall and chat with me . He will be coming to my house tonite to play wii!!!!! Yeah!!!!! Then on 13 June we are going out!!!!

My life

What have I been going or the past few month in Singapore polytechnic?
I do not know twhat is the answer for this. I just know that I have been treating one of my brothers as my real real blood related brother. I just brought for him a shoes bag and it is not costly. I buy for him as his shoes bag is spoil, so I felt that I need to buy for him. I do not expect much return as I felt that it wa a job for the brother to do. I still remember I have a stubborn friend that stays in yew tee. We spent those happy night hours in yew tee. Moreover, he taught me a lot f stuff to be much mire brave when facing different types of problem.
Let put asides those bad memories that I have with him! I just know that I have a lot of better friends! Oh yeah, forgot about something. I will be working in the upcoming it fair that will be commencing on the 9-12 june. This time, I will be working with Zheng yang. The first time i am. Working with my "god brother"!

Doubts

It was my last day of polytechnic term. Should I be feeling much more excited with the upcoming events that is organized during may?
I just got an iPad 2 recently and it's function was not o bad. However, it was much more similar to my iphone4.
Looking t he streets last night, it make me feel that i am much more fortune than the others. I will try to make this blog lively

1 June

TimE do fly. It is already the starting month of June. In other words, my death is drawing nearer and nearer.
I guess I have to make my life more meaningful and useful to the society, not giving a burden to the nation.
This was what my master taught me when I was young. I will be working in the upcoming it show.
However, boiboi members are not working this time. I will get to meet some of the kjc members this time.
The pay of the it show wasn't attractive but I told myself that I have to put in the effort In selling the products.
I got to remember the virtue that my master taught. He may be gone but I still can feel his soul besides me.
Polytechnic life was harsh. What can I do? I must stay strong because I am the leader of this kingdom. If I am going to fail right now, I am feeling ashamed to the past kings.