10-6-2011

It is the second day of the IT fair. Will I be shocked if I happened to see another lecturer standing behind me. I am not too sure. I just know that I nEed to adapt such environment as I just enter in this galaxy. I wondered what is the amount earned for tonight? Maybe $10,$20. The sales is a bit low but I told myself to boost up the sales as soon as possible so I can cover the cost for last nite. I don't know what can I do? Should I be lying in the first place? I am not too sure. Business is just like this. Should I be even thinking of changing the course to diploma business infocomm technology? I am not too sure. I just know that the republic chosen this course for me as to ensure that my path will be a colorful one. If I were to change th course, will I be even give a signal to the republic members that I critize their views? I am unsure about myself. Moreover. I am losing confident in doing things. I just want to live one day and pass one day. All I know was that I am dying at the golden age of 27. This was what the prophecy that was given to me in the last 5 years. Should I believE in such myth in the first place? Who is h god over here? Which people in the he'll wan to disturb my life. Usually, I heed the order of the white and black man prophecy. Maybe I just wan to ask one question. Can you give me the reason about this myth. I just have a nightmare last nite. Maybe it is the worst one. Sky were becoming green, the floor were filled with blood. Walking along the street of chinatown, I could see different people lying on floor, asking me for help. I have 20 people guarding me and I could feel that they are part of my team. Out of sudden, a white man walked forward me and wink me. What is he indicting to me? Is people dying? Why do the sky become green? Is it just telling me that I was filled with anger,envy and jealousy. Or else it may be indicating that I am harming many people with my characteristic.