10-6-2011 part II

Another post in the blog again. What should I start first? Should I talk about my new personal life or should I talk about my working environment. Maybe I should start the working environment first. It was a tiring day for me because I am solo in promoting both items, such as battery pack, iPads case and many more. I don't understand why the sales is still so low. Is it my problem in promoting the item? Or is it the economy have went bad? It should not be in this case. The political election have just given a sum of money to the people. They should have the money to buy IT stuff So that they can enjoy a high quality of life. What is the problem with the people? Are people keeping their money for the rainy day or are they just saving for their retiring ages to enjoy? I guess it was my problem. I am not putting 100% in this job, I am just telling myself that I need to earn the basic pay. Moreover, I need more motivation, persuading tone to speak to customer not giving myself a damn. Zheng yang just transfer to Epicentre which is not under company. I am just a normal person. How cAn I do it myself? I also unable to call for helps. I am all alone. Do you think it is fair for me to snath the customer to purchase my products? I do not know either. Devin always asked himself who Am I? I do wan to say his sentence because I am starting to lose faith and confidence in myself. I am not pay attention to the things that happen around me. I am not arcious anymore. I need more courage, confidence in doing things. I guess the dream is true. Why do the white man give me such prophecy to follow? I am not he god who can stop all of this problem. Although I have hidden potential power skills, I unleash any of this power unnecessary. There is law in here. I am looking at the people. There were smiles on their faces, talking to their son, wife or friends. WhAt life do I have? Do I have to suffer in such life? I really don't understand. I really have to find a way to clear this doubts or else it will affect my mood and life. I felt like shedding a tear but I am a man and a king. But I ask myself? Do human cry? Yes, they do!!!! Can I quit this job and get back my life? Can I just say a no to it? Well, I have to look at the large pictue instead. Why do company Need me? Because of thEir sales in their products. But I am lacking he will and determination to participate it. I need to change the ring. I guess the rings is creating such problem to happen again. From tomorrow onwards, I have to put my faith on the line. I should be doing this for the money and experience... It is time to stay focused... I should be start fooling around anymore. I should be winning other not allowing people stepping on me anymore.... I am king arcious not other kings. They rely on me to give them order not humans. I help humans that is my purpose in existing in this world. The white and black man gave me such power to help the people not making fun of such power anymore. Life was precious, concurrently it is painful. As we said before, no pain no gain. Well I am starting to believe in this. I will be unleashing the devils wing and power to ensure things went smoothly for both of us. I am not devin anymore, arcious will be my name in changing the history in the earth.