15-9-2011

I thought it will be fun today but who know that the event is cancelled. What can I do? I cannot take a rope and tied them and bring them along. Am I jealous? I can tell you that I am super super jealous about ppl going out. I think I love the past. I am anti-social person who do not love to go out. No choice. I guess this is fate. When I was anti-social, there will not be so much anger and sadness in my life. I was born with special ppl accompany me. Yeah fairytale again. I don't care whether he got read my blog a not. I just wan to say that this was my life, not your. You are just jealous. I don't know whether it is criticizing you a not. Just shut down ur Internet browser if you don't wan to know. I am super angry right now, but I am prepared last night. The stupid right eye can you pls stop blinking. Well, kill me then. I don't wan to live either. I have no mood to care about the future anymore. I just hope that my result is excellent so I am able to migrate to other country. I am starting to lose all the friends. It is because they either betray me, criticizing me or many more... Although I just say never mind, in my heart, I was blaming you.