It was the first time that I made my post through my school laptop. It has been a month after I switch on this computer. When logging into the computer, I cannot stand the wallpaper. Chuan yi, lee rong are the one that I have been quarreling with them during this holiday. What could I do? Should I delete away? I was planning to delete it or change it but my hands don’t feel like doing it. Is it because that I still have those buddies feeling in them? How I wish I could turn back the time and spend those happy moments together. By looking at the other angle, I don’t feel like turn back the time. If I turn back the time, I will not get to meet chyau Jiann. Although I miss those happy moments with Lee Rong and Zheng Yang, I must remember one term. “Some important people are to help you in a certain distance of your destiny.” This was what the book have been emphasized.
I will also write about those reasons for not attending the BBQ party. I do not know whether this person that I writing about will be reading this blog content. Lukas told me not to go for the BBQ party as there was a person that I had quarreled with him before. He asked me whether I will be awkward. After his explanation, I agree with him at first. However, I cannot only look at one side of the picture. I was planning to look for Edwin for some advice but he is preparing for his A level examination. Therefore, I asked chyau jiann for some advice. I am not going to explain in details for his conversation because I do not want to defame someone. No offence. Chyau Jiann was telling me to go for the event as to give face to the leader. After thinking for 12hr today, I have an answer which is No.
To sum everything, I just want to spend my 9 years with those ppl that I was happy with. Chyau Jiann & Edwin thank you.
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