Doubts

I want to write begin with doubts introduction because it is something unique in blog journal. What is friendship? How about brotherhood? Which one is better? I don't even know. It is true that I must look at outside of the world because there are many people that are much more better. What can I do? I don't even have any hints in such matter. It is the third day of the show and my sales was low. I do not know why I have so high temperature when I was working at the IT SHOW. I am starting to lose faith in myself. In addition, confidences was something that was losing in the beginning of the year. Last night, all of the lords sit down together and have a good chat. They taught me to be more sensible instead of being rowdy. They told me that there was someone in my workplace is harming me. Who is that person? I don't know. Arcious told me that I have to analyze the problem by calming my mind. It is another time for spot check. Six lords will be helping out at this IT show in order to boost up the sales. Dezard told me that this person is someone that have secret power like you but he/she has the ability to control the human brains. In order to stop this, we have to create layer mind. In Other words, I have to think of something while working on my work. Leodales taught me a way to create a better layering on the mind. Arcious will be standing besides me as he said he want to see which person is having such ability. It is the first time that arcious is willing to stand at my side and help me. For all reader information, all of my lords doesn't exist on earth. They are neither human nor ghosts. They are part of my souls with different ability and character. I do not want to write about someone when I was writing about the lords conversation.