Biological parents

I have been suspecting my parents since I knew that I was an orphan in this world. I am trying to convince myself that this biological parent is my real family members. I was envy by those children who have real parents, such as parents buying stuff for their kids, children were being given food to eat. Ever since my fake father gave me $20 every week for my school expenses, my fake step mother have not been paying a single cents on my clothes or other food expenses, she only provide me $30 every week. Therefore, I need to work during my school holiday so that I will have sufficient money for myself to spend. Let me elaborate abt the things that triggered this thought to be whirling in my mind,I went to bugis to get some pants for myself in polytechnic. Before going to bugis street, we went to illuma. I brought a large cup of coffee bean. She did not pay my coffee but instead, she paid for my small brother. Is this parent are my real one? Besides that，the pants that was brought in bugis street, was using my money to pay. Last night, I also have a weird dream. A reaper and an angel came forward to me. Reaper just give me two skulls, the angel told me that my thoughts are real. If it wasnt the four other people to stop me, I would have exposed this to my parents. I think my so called siblings are my kin right now. They treat me like I am their siblings, especially Ker sing, Edwin, Dixon.