It is already October and I am unwilling to put down such feelings to start a new semester. I wondered when can we be friends again? I thought there is a phrase called "Once bitten, twice shy." However, I am not. I lost marcus moo in the beginning of the year and now, I lose Lee rong. I don't feel like going to the BBQ party because I do not want to remember anything about Lee Rong. I still do not have the courage to put down this torch. This friendship torch is still lighting. Based on the current situation, it is a stormy day and I am protecting this torch from losing it's light.
I went jogging with Yoong Kang and he told me that some friends are mend to help you to walk a certain path of your road. It is their choice, you cannot force a human mind. I do not have real family to love me, I just have to depend on myself and I will remind that my real parents are looking after me in heaven. I really hope that after this 9 years on earth, I can look at your real faces and hold onto your hands again. I promised that I will do my best to achieve the best results before meeting all of you.
Will I have the courage to face Zheng yang again? I do not know whether I have such "faces" to talk to him anymore. Can it be a reason for not going for the BBQ party? Hmm, if we are reviewing about the past, I will say Yes. But now, I just felt that it is not about him. I just have to know that he is innocent. Let bygones be bygones.
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