About myself

I have nothing particular important to post for today but I just wan to talk about my current girlfriend. Maybe readers may comment. I knew this girl for the past 3 years. She have been sitting besides me in the class, classmates have been criticize us as couple, but I also deny. Now, I confessed with her recently. I cannot imagine that she make my life so contricted. I cannot have freedom like the usual, a bit also so jealous. My first ex also not like this. My first ex told me that I can do whatever I wan, but just remember to talk to me once a day. She is so considerate. I can flirt with other girl and my first ex don't mind. I wan my old life or lover life, I don't wan to be assemble like a prisoner. I am going to break up with her70%. Although I love her so much, I cannot afford to lose out my youth. I am still young man. I promised myself to have a good family bonding in the future, unlike mine. I wish I could have a bless family, instead of a chaotic one.