Berserk

I really cannot give up this relationship because the heart still have that thing. What should I do? If I were to press the send button, everything will just go bye bye. I did study abt the a math aroun the morning. It was quite fun and keen of learning everything at one goal but, I have to work at 2pm so I wish that I have the determination to continue. If I dont settle this problem as soon as possible, I will go berserk and my bank account will go dry. Due to purchasing of alcoholic drink to subset the pain in my heart. I still have the doreamon on my bag and I really miss that day. What the he'll..... Now I really wan to change my heart and character to the coldest. Ppl will say I am crazy and mental problem bec of the guardian or kings thingy, but I think it was my talent now. It help me a lot to change for the better....