Day 5
We are still in hong kong and it was a day to have fun in their theme park section, which was ocean park. We did visit Ocean park last year with lord Devin. However, it was our moments to have fun without orders from lords. .
We do not want to talk more about ocean park because it will just spoil the fun mood if I am writing the details about the park outlines. Look at the photos that I upload at Facebook.
* to be continued for day 5
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
A flight to my moment part 4
We Have just realized that we have miss out day 3 of our holiday trip. I shall begin writing day 3 in the blog post.
Day 3
In this day, there was not much things happening. We woke up with cold hands and legs. The weather was starting to be cold after staying in Macau for two days. We gritted out teeth and told ourselves that we can bear with this cold country with a warm steam bath.
Derrick was sick last night. We felt that he was not used with the weather in Macau. Although we were cold, we do not want to tell anyone because we felt that it may cause another pathetic scenario. We sent him to a local doctor for a check up. The medical bill was expensive than singapore's hospital. It is true that the other country do not have subsides when it comes to healthcare.
We are worried that Derrick's sickness will be worsen if he continue shopping with us. In our thought, we were questioning each other. " shall we sent him home? Shall we continue our tour with him, regardless he was sick?" after much debating, we decide to allow him to go to the market that was located in Macau. Macau was not cold as taipa as there were many high building, blocking the monsoon wind from blowing. In somehow, we manage to view the Macau at a satellite map. Isn't that funny?
We took bus '5' to the market. The bus was special. It was cozy and the standing space was wider than our local bus. An item in the bus just convince me that the bus was much better than singapore. When the bus is going to the next stop, it will automatically said the next bus stop name in 4 language, which is cantonese, Chinese, English and Portugal. You were wondering why do they support Portugal language in Macau, instead of Cantonese, since Cantonese is the first official language.i will write a background knowledge of how Macau was formed, or should I said that was being founded.
Dutch was the first person to find Macau island. They used it as a port of trading as it was near the pacific ocean. It will bring much connivence to the Dutch if they are importing goods to Asia. However, there was world war 2 and the portugal saved the Dutch people. Dutch want to show their appreciation to the Portugal people. They gave them Macau as a form of appreciation. Therefore, Macau was under the ruling of Portugal.
China have overtaken Macau as Portugal felt that the land was not useful to them, therefore Macau is currently a part of the republic of china.
The trip took us about twenty minutes to reach the market. There are so many incident happening at the place, but nothing can stop us from visiting the market. It is because the market was selling so many variety of vegetables and fresh meats. We could see blood dripping from the meat. We would not find such fresh meats in our markets as the meats are frozen packed before sending to our country.
After viewing those, we head to our cousin's house as they said that they are cooking for us.
*To be continued
Day 3
In this day, there was not much things happening. We woke up with cold hands and legs. The weather was starting to be cold after staying in Macau for two days. We gritted out teeth and told ourselves that we can bear with this cold country with a warm steam bath.
Derrick was sick last night. We felt that he was not used with the weather in Macau. Although we were cold, we do not want to tell anyone because we felt that it may cause another pathetic scenario. We sent him to a local doctor for a check up. The medical bill was expensive than singapore's hospital. It is true that the other country do not have subsides when it comes to healthcare.
We are worried that Derrick's sickness will be worsen if he continue shopping with us. In our thought, we were questioning each other. " shall we sent him home? Shall we continue our tour with him, regardless he was sick?" after much debating, we decide to allow him to go to the market that was located in Macau. Macau was not cold as taipa as there were many high building, blocking the monsoon wind from blowing. In somehow, we manage to view the Macau at a satellite map. Isn't that funny?
We took bus '5' to the market. The bus was special. It was cozy and the standing space was wider than our local bus. An item in the bus just convince me that the bus was much better than singapore. When the bus is going to the next stop, it will automatically said the next bus stop name in 4 language, which is cantonese, Chinese, English and Portugal. You were wondering why do they support Portugal language in Macau, instead of Cantonese, since Cantonese is the first official language.i will write a background knowledge of how Macau was formed, or should I said that was being founded.
Dutch was the first person to find Macau island. They used it as a port of trading as it was near the pacific ocean. It will bring much connivence to the Dutch if they are importing goods to Asia. However, there was world war 2 and the portugal saved the Dutch people. Dutch want to show their appreciation to the Portugal people. They gave them Macau as a form of appreciation. Therefore, Macau was under the ruling of Portugal.
China have overtaken Macau as Portugal felt that the land was not useful to them, therefore Macau is currently a part of the republic of china.
The trip took us about twenty minutes to reach the market. There are so many incident happening at the place, but nothing can stop us from visiting the market. It is because the market was selling so many variety of vegetables and fresh meats. We could see blood dripping from the meat. We would not find such fresh meats in our markets as the meats are frozen packed before sending to our country.
After viewing those, we head to our cousin's house as they said that they are cooking for us.
*To be continued
Monday, December 26, 2011
A flight to my moment part 3
Day 4 part 2
The ferry touched down hong kong Macau ferry terminal. Those passenger faces' expressions determine that they are ecstatic to visit hong kong. This was the first time that we landed at this terminal. We could not find any convincing reasons to persuade my cousins for not deciding for us. However, the decision is chosen by you, it is only depend whether you want to head the advice.
While holding a 8kg luggage, I was not feeling comfortable. It is because I have to take the escalator to the arrival custom. There is only 3 counters for visitors, which including the Macau citizens. They should have opened more counters for tourists. They are not efficient and clever than our Singapore customs. After holding the ton-like luggage for about 20minutes, we took a mtr to our hotel, which was located at jorden station.
Mtr station was much cleaner and better than other Singapore mrt station. Although it is narrow, hongkies know how to allow the passengers to alight first before entering into the cabin. Besides that, they will not block the door by standing near it. I do not understand why Singaporean just love to stand near the door.
We checked in the hotel around 11.45am, put down our luggage at the lobby and continue our shopping journey.
Firstly, we visit the famous temple at hong kong. This temple was well-known in hong kong. There were so many vendors selling those things that were used to pray in the temple. The price was reasonable to buy and we started pray with my hearts.
After burning those incenses, we started pray the god and shake the containers that contains a lot of stick numbers. After that, we visited a people that is able to tell us what does the stick numbers mean. In other words, the stick numbers is given by the god and advice us about the future. You can choose to believe or not, it is up to your choice and decision.
By having a peace of mind while praying at the temple, we felt comfortable and continue our shopping journey at tung Chung.
Taking a mtr to tung Chung, it changes my thoughts toward those hongkies people. They are such a caring person. We even praise the person for giving up his seat for an elderly. It is rare moment in Singapore. We chatted with this caring person in Cantonese, I am not afraid about being nosy, I just believe that when a person is doing the right things, he or she should be praise.
At last, we reach tung Chung. There were so many outlets, such as espirt, puma and many more. We spend so much time walking around to get shoes for the new year. It is because their shoes are unique in Singapore. We spend about $200 in the shopping center, I mean Singapore dollar, whereas devin's family members spent $200 in Singapore dollar. This shows that I have spend so much money. We are talking so many bags while taking a mtr back to my hotel for dinner.
It took us about an hour to reach our destination, we put down all of shopping bags in the hotel, count the money that we have left. After that, we head down the nearby "cha chan tang"(restaurant in Cantonese).
The food was a bit expensive but the quality of the food was much better and tasty than ours. We do enjoy this meal.
To be continued....day 5
The ferry touched down hong kong Macau ferry terminal. Those passenger faces' expressions determine that they are ecstatic to visit hong kong. This was the first time that we landed at this terminal. We could not find any convincing reasons to persuade my cousins for not deciding for us. However, the decision is chosen by you, it is only depend whether you want to head the advice.
While holding a 8kg luggage, I was not feeling comfortable. It is because I have to take the escalator to the arrival custom. There is only 3 counters for visitors, which including the Macau citizens. They should have opened more counters for tourists. They are not efficient and clever than our Singapore customs. After holding the ton-like luggage for about 20minutes, we took a mtr to our hotel, which was located at jorden station.
Mtr station was much cleaner and better than other Singapore mrt station. Although it is narrow, hongkies know how to allow the passengers to alight first before entering into the cabin. Besides that, they will not block the door by standing near it. I do not understand why Singaporean just love to stand near the door.
We checked in the hotel around 11.45am, put down our luggage at the lobby and continue our shopping journey.
Firstly, we visit the famous temple at hong kong. This temple was well-known in hong kong. There were so many vendors selling those things that were used to pray in the temple. The price was reasonable to buy and we started pray with my hearts.
After burning those incenses, we started pray the god and shake the containers that contains a lot of stick numbers. After that, we visited a people that is able to tell us what does the stick numbers mean. In other words, the stick numbers is given by the god and advice us about the future. You can choose to believe or not, it is up to your choice and decision.
By having a peace of mind while praying at the temple, we felt comfortable and continue our shopping journey at tung Chung.
Taking a mtr to tung Chung, it changes my thoughts toward those hongkies people. They are such a caring person. We even praise the person for giving up his seat for an elderly. It is rare moment in Singapore. We chatted with this caring person in Cantonese, I am not afraid about being nosy, I just believe that when a person is doing the right things, he or she should be praise.
At last, we reach tung Chung. There were so many outlets, such as espirt, puma and many more. We spend so much time walking around to get shoes for the new year. It is because their shoes are unique in Singapore. We spend about $200 in the shopping center, I mean Singapore dollar, whereas devin's family members spent $200 in Singapore dollar. This shows that I have spend so much money. We are talking so many bags while taking a mtr back to my hotel for dinner.
It took us about an hour to reach our destination, we put down all of shopping bags in the hotel, count the money that we have left. After that, we head down the nearby "cha chan tang"(restaurant in Cantonese).
The food was a bit expensive but the quality of the food was much better and tasty than ours. We do enjoy this meal.
To be continued....day 5
Sunday, December 25, 2011
A flight to my moment part 2
The further post will be much longer than the others because there was so much things to write about.
Day 4 part 1
We woke up about 7.30am. We do not intend to wake up because we were do tired after the trip to china. What could we do? We have to chase a ship to travel us to hong kong. We drag our legs, stretch our body and head to the bath room. The weather was cloudy without and sun shinning on our butt. We quickly get ready ourselves, took our luggage and head out of my cousin door at 8.30am, so that we can have our breakfast in the market.
We were thinking about the things that we should do in my cousin's car. We even quarrel just because of a minor issue. For example, the money.
The famous rice roll in the market did not open for business. It was wasted for not trying before I leave Macau to hong kong. Although we did not have the chance to taste such a delicacy, we taste century egg porridge and the other store rice roll. It did not taste as good as the usual famous rice roll store. After those fabulous breakfast in Macau, we travel to Macau ferry terminal by my cousin's car.
We took "turbo jet" ferry to hong long at 10.15am. Usually, we will travel by "first ferry " ferry. We remember that we brought the ferry ticket at 10am and we have to rush to the port at 15min. Devin's mother was much panic than the others can expected. She was screaming, cutting queue, it just make us want to find a hole to hide like the ostrich did.
In the ship, there were many passengers. The ship was a bit shaky but we manage to put through those rough wave. Luckily, the ship did not capsized. About 11.30am, we touch down hong kong Macau ferry terminal.
It took us about 1 hour to complete this journey. This shows that Macau to hong kong is just like a few island away.
To be continued.....
Day 4 part 1
We woke up about 7.30am. We do not intend to wake up because we were do tired after the trip to china. What could we do? We have to chase a ship to travel us to hong kong. We drag our legs, stretch our body and head to the bath room. The weather was cloudy without and sun shinning on our butt. We quickly get ready ourselves, took our luggage and head out of my cousin door at 8.30am, so that we can have our breakfast in the market.
We were thinking about the things that we should do in my cousin's car. We even quarrel just because of a minor issue. For example, the money.
The famous rice roll in the market did not open for business. It was wasted for not trying before I leave Macau to hong kong. Although we did not have the chance to taste such a delicacy, we taste century egg porridge and the other store rice roll. It did not taste as good as the usual famous rice roll store. After those fabulous breakfast in Macau, we travel to Macau ferry terminal by my cousin's car.
We took "turbo jet" ferry to hong long at 10.15am. Usually, we will travel by "first ferry " ferry. We remember that we brought the ferry ticket at 10am and we have to rush to the port at 15min. Devin's mother was much panic than the others can expected. She was screaming, cutting queue, it just make us want to find a hole to hide like the ostrich did.
In the ship, there were many passengers. The ship was a bit shaky but we manage to put through those rough wave. Luckily, the ship did not capsized. About 11.30am, we touch down hong kong Macau ferry terminal.
It took us about 1 hour to complete this journey. This shows that Macau to hong kong is just like a few island away.
To be continued.....
Saturday, December 24, 2011
A flight to my moment part 1
It was tough to think of a good title to match with a good blog post. There were so much things to talk about in this trip. We manage to experience this ruling process from the other lords. Life will be changing for me, or should I said Devin's soul since I was not devin. (not going to elaborate on this).
Although the trip was not fun as expected, we do enjoy those moments with devins' relative. We manage to talk to the guards in Macau and hong kong. They were much friendly than our capital country, which is Singapore. We were shocked when one of devin's relative(mey) said that devin do not love to hug people as he does not have the courage to do it or he was feeling embarrassed.
The first day was a tiring day for us as we have to pack out our luggage item, which was for our basic need items. Besides that, we have to communicate with the relatives. One of us(the second lord of the ninth lord) said that it was improper to hide inside the room and not communicating with them. We ate at an Italian restaurant. The food was graded moderate for both of us. It is because the food was not filling and the taste was too unhealthy for us. Last but not least, I am so grateful and thankful that the relative prepare for us some of those warm clothing to prevent cold. However, I am used with the chill so; the warm clothing is a no need item(unnecessary).
A trip to china was the plan for the second day. I understand why the other lords do not want to cooperate with the china government or people. They are unreasonable and does not put themselves into other people's shoes. In the zhuhai shopping centre, we found gong cha. The price was so much reasonable and it comes with large cup. However, I do not prefer the taste in china. You have to read up my future paragraphs to know more about it. We did not manage to find something that we like in china, therefore we come back with an empty hand.( I will mention about me and the another ninth lord, not devin's relative, unless it was mention in this form(devin's relative). We did our spectacles after we head back from china's custom. Mey brought us to the spectacles's store because she was a regular customers in there. In other words, she can ask for some discount. After having a hard time choosing the different designs from puma, we went to a famous 鱼蛋 to have some snacks before dinner. After that, I saw another gong cha shop in Macau. Therefore, there was an urge to try it again. The taste was much different from the one that we tasted in china. The queue was shorter and the services was excellent till there was no words to describe the shop. The other ninth lord was still thinking about the concept to improve on the social media project.
*To be continued.........
Sunday, December 11, 2011
The first post from 9th lord
I am making my first arcious blog post today. I was the new promoted king as the other lords felt that it is necessary. I am not too sure about the reasons behind this, but I am going to ensure that I will manage this body with excellent results.
Let both of you introduce to all of you in the society. You are wondering why do I have to write both of us. The 9 lord consists of two people. We cannot tell you our name as we are not officially the lord yet. We need to have those nods from the republic members too. Devin gave me the permission to control the body in here as he felt that we have the potential to help him excel in his education. Isn't that funny? After 5 years, he gave us the authority to manage a body.
I am not going to write in details, as something in our world cannot be shared. On the other hand, we will ensure that this world is not going to be in the wrong hand and shows that we can do better than the other lords
Let both of you introduce to all of you in the society. You are wondering why do I have to write both of us. The 9 lord consists of two people. We cannot tell you our name as we are not officially the lord yet. We need to have those nods from the republic members too. Devin gave me the permission to control the body in here as he felt that we have the potential to help him excel in his education. Isn't that funny? After 5 years, he gave us the authority to manage a body.
I am not going to write in details, as something in our world cannot be shared. On the other hand, we will ensure that this world is not going to be in the wrong hand and shows that we can do better than the other lords
Friday, December 9, 2011
9-12-11
What will you do when you saw your old friend working in the department store? Will you notice a old friend standing in front of you? How will you react when he called your name? For me, i will be stunned like usual and just said hi. However, something was extraordinary. I would like to write about his history between me and hi. In addition, I will explain the story in the ensuing paragraphs.
You will ask me how do I know him? Why should I bothered to talk to him? He was my old friend in hillgrove secondary school. In Other words, he was my first secondary school friend. He was much more cooler than the others. He was friendly and he is willing to side his friend more than others. We ate together during recess and he said before one sentence."you got to finish every grain of rice on your plate or else you will marry an ugly woman." I trusted him so from that day onwards, I started to clear my food with sparkling shinning on the plate.
The story between him end at the last term of my secondary 1. He mixed with a lot of "bad" friends. I leave him as I do not want to lead myself to a unknown road. Besides that, I do not have anyone to guide me during my lower secondary days. I told myself that I need to clear my stages in my secondary days so I left him, we starting to have less topic to chat with as he started smoking and watching pornography at that moment. I remember that they even do some gay style in the classroom. For example, doggie style. I know that it should not written in here, but it was part of my flashback.
That is enough summary for the story between him. His name was ang Wei jian. It was weird to mention his name in this paragraph but it was actually to allow readers to have the interests in continue reading.
I did not see him in best denki at Imm mall. He started asking behind me in mandarin. "are you devin?" arcious felt weird, so he turned his body by using a stealth eyes to stare at the person called devin. I did not imagine that arcious know ang Wei jian lol. Curious? I do not know the answer either.
We chatted about our old days and our current life. I do not want to post the topic in here. I just want to keep this friendship secretly. After all, he was my first best friend. He was the only that allow me to understand the definition of BEST FRIEND.:D
The end
You will ask me how do I know him? Why should I bothered to talk to him? He was my old friend in hillgrove secondary school. In Other words, he was my first secondary school friend. He was much more cooler than the others. He was friendly and he is willing to side his friend more than others. We ate together during recess and he said before one sentence."you got to finish every grain of rice on your plate or else you will marry an ugly woman." I trusted him so from that day onwards, I started to clear my food with sparkling shinning on the plate.
The story between him end at the last term of my secondary 1. He mixed with a lot of "bad" friends. I leave him as I do not want to lead myself to a unknown road. Besides that, I do not have anyone to guide me during my lower secondary days. I told myself that I need to clear my stages in my secondary days so I left him, we starting to have less topic to chat with as he started smoking and watching pornography at that moment. I remember that they even do some gay style in the classroom. For example, doggie style. I know that it should not written in here, but it was part of my flashback.
That is enough summary for the story between him. His name was ang Wei jian. It was weird to mention his name in this paragraph but it was actually to allow readers to have the interests in continue reading.
I did not see him in best denki at Imm mall. He started asking behind me in mandarin. "are you devin?" arcious felt weird, so he turned his body by using a stealth eyes to stare at the person called devin. I did not imagine that arcious know ang Wei jian lol. Curious? I do not know the answer either.
We chatted about our old days and our current life. I do not want to post the topic in here. I just want to keep this friendship secretly. After all, he was my first best friend. He was the only that allow me to understand the definition of BEST FRIEND.:D
The end
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Last day of sem 2 term 1 year 1 part 2
I understand what the black man hood was telling in my dream. You will meet you weakness over the math paper. You should focus more on the front question. I don't understand in the first place. I thought it was translation. But in the end, it was a different story. I have no regrets. He save me in one question. What can I expected? No choice, face the fate that the heaven gave me. I will get reprimanded by my lords again. No choice. Math is the est among all of them. Devin will be the one suffering and I causes it. How shameful am I? What can I do? I cannot change the faith. Therefore, I pray for an A that all. Sitting down with my grandmother, can relieve my areas. So be it
The last day of year1 sem2 term1
It is odd to make this as my title. I do not know what is the best thing to post in such an early morning. Hmm... Why not I will post about my weird dream last night.
I did not manage to have a good night sleep last night. I think it was due to the stress about the last paper, which is math. I receive so much SMS till 2am. One of them told me that he is going to holiday at the last week of the year. The other one asked me how was my relationship. Actually, I do not have an answer in my love relationship. It was too messy till I cannot patch things up. I do not know who is the best candidate to choose from. It was contradicting. When I was studying secondary school, I wish people will fall in love with me. However, now, I have so many people living me. I do not know how to manage seriously. Arcious talk to me last night before I sleep. He said that love relationship at this age was ridiculous. He also said that the monetary issue after meeting a girlfriend while there wasnt any stable income for me.
Let put this issue aside.let talk about my dream for last night. There was one person who was wearing in black hood covering his face. He talked to me with a stealth eyes, his tone was almighty. Is he the person that the black&white man was mentioning?(if you need this person, he will be standing besides you and guide you with his power). This person mention about my math examination that was hosted today, he also tell me that he will also stand beside me later. Isn't that sound eerie ?
I hope that I will know more about this black hood man. He sound so suspicious, he can be a threat to me. .If I don't gamble, there will not be profit
I did not manage to have a good night sleep last night. I think it was due to the stress about the last paper, which is math. I receive so much SMS till 2am. One of them told me that he is going to holiday at the last week of the year. The other one asked me how was my relationship. Actually, I do not have an answer in my love relationship. It was too messy till I cannot patch things up. I do not know who is the best candidate to choose from. It was contradicting. When I was studying secondary school, I wish people will fall in love with me. However, now, I have so many people living me. I do not know how to manage seriously. Arcious talk to me last night before I sleep. He said that love relationship at this age was ridiculous. He also said that the monetary issue after meeting a girlfriend while there wasnt any stable income for me.
Let put this issue aside.let talk about my dream for last night. There was one person who was wearing in black hood covering his face. He talked to me with a stealth eyes, his tone was almighty. Is he the person that the black&white man was mentioning?(if you need this person, he will be standing besides you and guide you with his power). This person mention about my math examination that was hosted today, he also tell me that he will also stand beside me later. Isn't that sound eerie ?
I hope that I will know more about this black hood man. He sound so suspicious, he can be a threat to me. .If I don't gamble, there will not be profit
Monday, December 5, 2011
A thought
I do not know whether my classmates are referring to me?
I will not allow it to affect my studies, although i am loyal to my friends.
I just have to remember that they are only one section of my boundaries. I still have another boundaries that are waiting for me.
I do not know why blog post could relieve my stress.... I think it was odd.
I will not allow it to affect my studies, although i am loyal to my friends.
I just have to remember that they are only one section of my boundaries. I still have another boundaries that are waiting for me.
I do not know why blog post could relieve my stress.... I think it was odd.
5-12-11
I want to make this blog post to dedicate to someone that I was thinking while I was doing Java revision just now. I want to keep this as a memory so that I will not forget in my life. The person is still Lee Rong. I know I have been making post about him recently. It is because I can bear to let go this friendship.
I was planning to go to the national library to study my java coding at first, but it reminds me about him. He accompanied me to the national library to study my NOS. I remember that we ate macdonald and that was the last time that we spent those fun moments together. We even talked about girls and how can we improve on our work. He inspire me to do my WCD. Can I dont relied on him? I asked myself when we started ignore each other. However, the truth was that I am willing to salvage this friendship even though, he called me to be his horse or cow.
I do not dare to go to food court 3 in singapore polytechnic and color because I do not want to remind myself. How i wish that we can be together again? But I guess that it is the end of the story of him. He do not even bothered to talk to me or willing to be friends again.
Every human made mistakes and he do not want to give me a chance to change. What can I do? Zheng yang was standing in the middle. What should I do? I do not want to lose a best friend or bro again. Will god be mercy? I have no idea. Maybe i will go to hong kong and ask the god over there. Will we be together again as friend? Can we celebrate zheng yang birthday together? Can we have the same moments together again? I have no idea.
I was planning to go to the national library to study my java coding at first, but it reminds me about him. He accompanied me to the national library to study my NOS. I remember that we ate macdonald and that was the last time that we spent those fun moments together. We even talked about girls and how can we improve on our work. He inspire me to do my WCD. Can I dont relied on him? I asked myself when we started ignore each other. However, the truth was that I am willing to salvage this friendship even though, he called me to be his horse or cow.
I do not dare to go to food court 3 in singapore polytechnic and color because I do not want to remind myself. How i wish that we can be together again? But I guess that it is the end of the story of him. He do not even bothered to talk to me or willing to be friends again.
Every human made mistakes and he do not want to give me a chance to change. What can I do? Zheng yang was standing in the middle. What should I do? I do not want to lose a best friend or bro again. Will god be mercy? I have no idea. Maybe i will go to hong kong and ask the god over there. Will we be together again as friend? Can we celebrate zheng yang birthday together? Can we have the same moments together again? I have no idea.
Thursday, December 1, 2011
2-12-11
It is already the December of 2011, which means it will be the new year of 2012. People saying that the world is going to be the end. Will all of you believe about this? In my perspective, i felt that there are still many causes to make the world end. For example, global warming. I do not care about the world end because I will be living till 27 years old. Anyway, it was the prophecy given by god. I have no doubts in them, but to believe in them.
My school term is going to end in just 1 weeks time. What are the plans for the term break? Slacking or sleeping. Anyway, I have not make my decision in playing games.
This term was stressed in presentation. However, my classmates are mean in probing questions to us. I have no choice but to try my best to answer them. I do not know I did well for the presentation, but to just wait for the results patiently.
Blogging is fun but there is a limit to everything
signing off: Arcious
My school term is going to end in just 1 weeks time. What are the plans for the term break? Slacking or sleeping. Anyway, I have not make my decision in playing games.
This term was stressed in presentation. However, my classmates are mean in probing questions to us. I have no choice but to try my best to answer them. I do not know I did well for the presentation, but to just wait for the results patiently.
Blogging is fun but there is a limit to everything
signing off: Arcious
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
30-11-11
It is the last day of the November. I hope that December will be kind enough for me. I do not want to suffer this hardship. Although doing a few papers are fun, it consumes lot of brain juice, just to get it done. There will be a presentation on Friday that was related to social media marketing. I do not know whether I will excel in this subject. I just felt that I have not been putting in much efforts lately. I am just counting one day to pass. At no offense side, two of my new group members have not been doing things in a fast speed, unlike Zheng yang,
I am causeway point later to catch a movie with Chyau jiann. Going to find the last intelligence ringl later
I am causeway point later to catch a movie with Chyau jiann. Going to find the last intelligence ringl later
Thursday, November 24, 2011
25-11-11
I have not been active on my blog post since my school term started. I do not even have the spare time to write a post on my blog.
There were so many assignment to be completed in just six weeks. This term was a bit stressed than last sem. No choice, there was so many competitor in my class. Just bear with it. I do not know what to post either. There was so many things that was so minor. How am I going to write the details out? I can't even share my 6 people thoughts as they assign a rule.the rule stated that I am unable to say anything out in details whenever the six people made their comments
There were so many assignment to be completed in just six weeks. This term was a bit stressed than last sem. No choice, there was so many competitor in my class. Just bear with it. I do not know what to post either. There was so many things that was so minor. How am I going to write the details out? I can't even share my 6 people thoughts as they assign a rule.the rule stated that I am unable to say anything out in details whenever the six people made their comments
Friday, October 14, 2011
No parent love
Sorry for the late update. I don't know what to post recently because there is no special event that wan me to keep in mind.
This morning, my parent fought together and they are getting divorced. Do they spare a thought on how their children felt during that moment? You think we dont care about all of you. I asked my mum whether I am an orphan? She told me that I am orphan and I was picked up by my father. However, she told me that I am one of them. You can fool me by saying but you could prove it with your action. I brought my brother for a haircut and she told me that my brother is her son. Srsly, do she know how I feel at that moment? I am not her son la. It is so obvious that I am not her son, I am an orphan.
When they are divorce, I will not choose both of them. I decide to live myself because I cannot stand it. They even said this to me."when the court asked you who are you following, you just speak out from ur heart." you know what she told my brother."no matter what, I will fight you to stay with me" my mum told my brother.
Do you know that I was planning to suicide when they said this to me? However, I believe in the white and black man prophecy. They said that I am dying at the age of 27. I agree that I have bring disgrace to this family. What could I do? I don't even have any family member to support me. People said that I am having psychology problem. If I don't have arcious, dezard to whisper in my ear, standing besides me and guarding me, I would have die already. What should I do? If it wasn't arcious, do you think I can have such a wonderful life to spend with. Arcious also helped me in my academic work by giving me advice and comments. Do you think I can work alone? I have so much money also no use. I remember what the black man said. Arcious was someone that was among you. It is just the sub spirit of you. You have to treasure your life or else they will die. Is there any way to solve this problem ? I don't think so. Every midnight, I love to talk to all of you, arcious have been giving comments and advices on my life but I choose not to listen. I am always the stubborn one. I promised them that I will work harder for next term because they wan me to migrate to other country to have a better future.
This morning, my parent fought together and they are getting divorced. Do they spare a thought on how their children felt during that moment? You think we dont care about all of you. I asked my mum whether I am an orphan? She told me that I am orphan and I was picked up by my father. However, she told me that I am one of them. You can fool me by saying but you could prove it with your action. I brought my brother for a haircut and she told me that my brother is her son. Srsly, do she know how I feel at that moment? I am not her son la. It is so obvious that I am not her son, I am an orphan.
When they are divorce, I will not choose both of them. I decide to live myself because I cannot stand it. They even said this to me."when the court asked you who are you following, you just speak out from ur heart." you know what she told my brother."no matter what, I will fight you to stay with me" my mum told my brother.
Do you know that I was planning to suicide when they said this to me? However, I believe in the white and black man prophecy. They said that I am dying at the age of 27. I agree that I have bring disgrace to this family. What could I do? I don't even have any family member to support me. People said that I am having psychology problem. If I don't have arcious, dezard to whisper in my ear, standing besides me and guarding me, I would have die already. What should I do? If it wasn't arcious, do you think I can have such a wonderful life to spend with. Arcious also helped me in my academic work by giving me advice and comments. Do you think I can work alone? I have so much money also no use. I remember what the black man said. Arcious was someone that was among you. It is just the sub spirit of you. You have to treasure your life or else they will die. Is there any way to solve this problem ? I don't think so. Every midnight, I love to talk to all of you, arcious have been giving comments and advices on my life but I choose not to listen. I am always the stubborn one. I promised them that I will work harder for next term because they wan me to migrate to other country to have a better future.
Monday, October 10, 2011
11-10-2011
Sorry for the late update for this blog. I don't know what to update this blog. There is a important event but I couldn't tell because this is the secret between us. No choice..... Thats all I have for today
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
my letter to course manager
Dear Miss Lim,
I am Devin Tan, CYOT/1A/03. I am sorry to disturb you again. After the interview, I felt that there are misunderstanding. I know that there are 3 criteria to change the course. First, it was about the vacancy. Secondly, it was the cut off point. Lastly, it was my general performance point(GPA).
I understand that DBIT do not have any vacancy for me to get into as there was a large demand of people that was planning to transfer into this course. However, I felt suspicious about something. If there isn't any vacancy for me to get into, you could have send me an electronic mail to inform me. Therefore, the interview for yesterday is meaningless and I will not put such a high hope of getting into Diploma Business IT(DBIT). Besides that, I felt insulated during the interview. I thought that this interview will be conducted in a serious condition.
I would like to explain why do i want to change to this course badly. In the first place, I want to excel in the business sector as I have much more interested in business field rather than hardware. I ought to agree that every IT classes or courses will have to touch on hardware but DBIT is mainly focusing more on promoting business. Based on my GCE 'O' level examination marks, I do not have the opportunity to get into a business school or mainly business courses. It was a shame to myself for scoring so badly and not putting in the effort to have a better marks. After all, I just want to learn more about business concepts and excel in my academic during polytechnic. To be honest, I am not joining the course because I was attracted to a girl or my previous girlfriend was studying in that course. I will not allow such behavior to affect on my academic studies because I have planned my career plan for the future. Besides that, I will not give up on things easily. I just want to learn the things that intrigued me so I can play a part of contributing to the nation in the future by putting in my fullest effort.
I understand that it is impossible to change the course now as you told me that there wasn't any people withdrawing the course and you would like to look out for my performance in my academic in the next semester. If there is a vacancy for me, I would gladly grab it and have a peace of mind to continue my studies. The main purpose of writing this letter was to convince you about my interest on this course.
Your faithfully,
Devin
I am Devin Tan, CYOT/1A/03. I am sorry to disturb you again. After the interview, I felt that there are misunderstanding. I know that there are 3 criteria to change the course. First, it was about the vacancy. Secondly, it was the cut off point. Lastly, it was my general performance point(GPA).
I understand that DBIT do not have any vacancy for me to get into as there was a large demand of people that was planning to transfer into this course. However, I felt suspicious about something. If there isn't any vacancy for me to get into, you could have send me an electronic mail to inform me. Therefore, the interview for yesterday is meaningless and I will not put such a high hope of getting into Diploma Business IT(DBIT). Besides that, I felt insulated during the interview. I thought that this interview will be conducted in a serious condition.
I would like to explain why do i want to change to this course badly. In the first place, I want to excel in the business sector as I have much more interested in business field rather than hardware. I ought to agree that every IT classes or courses will have to touch on hardware but DBIT is mainly focusing more on promoting business. Based on my GCE 'O' level examination marks, I do not have the opportunity to get into a business school or mainly business courses. It was a shame to myself for scoring so badly and not putting in the effort to have a better marks. After all, I just want to learn more about business concepts and excel in my academic during polytechnic. To be honest, I am not joining the course because I was attracted to a girl or my previous girlfriend was studying in that course. I will not allow such behavior to affect on my academic studies because I have planned my career plan for the future. Besides that, I will not give up on things easily. I just want to learn the things that intrigued me so I can play a part of contributing to the nation in the future by putting in my fullest effort.
I understand that it is impossible to change the course now as you told me that there wasn't any people withdrawing the course and you would like to look out for my performance in my academic in the next semester. If there is a vacancy for me, I would gladly grab it and have a peace of mind to continue my studies. The main purpose of writing this letter was to convince you about my interest on this course.
Your faithfully,
Devin
Monday, October 3, 2011
4-10-2011
It is another day of life,which mean I have less one day in my whole life. I am not going to talk more about what life. Won't that be a bit nonsense?
I will post about those things that happened yesterday. I have a very bad morning. The dentist said that I should start my braces in the Early, which mean I will have the mental thingy in my mouth during the early november. I do not know what is going to be like. I don't even know what is going to happened to me. Shouldn't be I think about other things? It is okay to bear with such things because I don't even have much time to spend on earth. A 27 dying man is waiting. I am getting scared and scared.
After the bad morning, I told myself that I must get happy with life so I went for rebonding on my hair. The result was incredible. I am getting my confidence back.
I will post about those things that happened yesterday. I have a very bad morning. The dentist said that I should start my braces in the Early, which mean I will have the mental thingy in my mouth during the early november. I do not know what is going to be like. I don't even know what is going to happened to me. Shouldn't be I think about other things? It is okay to bear with such things because I don't even have much time to spend on earth. A 27 dying man is waiting. I am getting scared and scared.
After the bad morning, I told myself that I must get happy with life so I went for rebonding on my hair. The result was incredible. I am getting my confidence back.
Sunday, October 2, 2011
2/10/2011
It is already October and I am unwilling to put down such feelings to start a new semester. I wondered when can we be friends again? I thought there is a phrase called "Once bitten, twice shy." However, I am not. I lost marcus moo in the beginning of the year and now, I lose Lee rong. I don't feel like going to the BBQ party because I do not want to remember anything about Lee Rong. I still do not have the courage to put down this torch. This friendship torch is still lighting. Based on the current situation, it is a stormy day and I am protecting this torch from losing it's light.
I went jogging with Yoong Kang and he told me that some friends are mend to help you to walk a certain path of your road. It is their choice, you cannot force a human mind. I do not have real family to love me, I just have to depend on myself and I will remind that my real parents are looking after me in heaven. I really hope that after this 9 years on earth, I can look at your real faces and hold onto your hands again. I promised that I will do my best to achieve the best results before meeting all of you.
Will I have the courage to face Zheng yang again? I do not know whether I have such "faces" to talk to him anymore. Can it be a reason for not going for the BBQ party? Hmm, if we are reviewing about the past, I will say Yes. But now, I just felt that it is not about him. I just have to know that he is innocent. Let bygones be bygones.
Nothing to post.....
I went jogging with Yoong Kang and he told me that some friends are mend to help you to walk a certain path of your road. It is their choice, you cannot force a human mind. I do not have real family to love me, I just have to depend on myself and I will remind that my real parents are looking after me in heaven. I really hope that after this 9 years on earth, I can look at your real faces and hold onto your hands again. I promised that I will do my best to achieve the best results before meeting all of you.
Will I have the courage to face Zheng yang again? I do not know whether I have such "faces" to talk to him anymore. Can it be a reason for not going for the BBQ party? Hmm, if we are reviewing about the past, I will say Yes. But now, I just felt that it is not about him. I just have to know that he is innocent. Let bygones be bygones.
Nothing to post.....
Friday, September 30, 2011
30-9-2011 (BBQ)
It was the first time that I made my post through my school laptop. It has been a month after I switch on this computer. When logging into the computer, I cannot stand the wallpaper. Chuan yi, lee rong are the one that I have been quarreling with them during this holiday. What could I do? Should I delete away? I was planning to delete it or change it but my hands don’t feel like doing it. Is it because that I still have those buddies feeling in them? How I wish I could turn back the time and spend those happy moments together. By looking at the other angle, I don’t feel like turn back the time. If I turn back the time, I will not get to meet chyau Jiann. Although I miss those happy moments with Lee Rong and Zheng Yang, I must remember one term. “Some important people are to help you in a certain distance of your destiny.” This was what the book have been emphasized.
I will also write about those reasons for not attending the BBQ party. I do not know whether this person that I writing about will be reading this blog content. Lukas told me not to go for the BBQ party as there was a person that I had quarreled with him before. He asked me whether I will be awkward. After his explanation, I agree with him at first. However, I cannot only look at one side of the picture. I was planning to look for Edwin for some advice but he is preparing for his A level examination. Therefore, I asked chyau jiann for some advice. I am not going to explain in details for his conversation because I do not want to defame someone. No offence. Chyau Jiann was telling me to go for the event as to give face to the leader. After thinking for 12hr today, I have an answer which is No.
To sum everything, I just want to spend my 9 years with those ppl that I was happy with. Chyau Jiann & Edwin thank you.
I will also write about those reasons for not attending the BBQ party. I do not know whether this person that I writing about will be reading this blog content. Lukas told me not to go for the BBQ party as there was a person that I had quarreled with him before. He asked me whether I will be awkward. After his explanation, I agree with him at first. However, I cannot only look at one side of the picture. I was planning to look for Edwin for some advice but he is preparing for his A level examination. Therefore, I asked chyau jiann for some advice. I am not going to explain in details for his conversation because I do not want to defame someone. No offence. Chyau Jiann was telling me to go for the event as to give face to the leader. After thinking for 12hr today, I have an answer which is No.
To sum everything, I just want to spend my 9 years with those ppl that I was happy with. Chyau Jiann & Edwin thank you.
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
28-9-2011
I do have another fun day today. I just can describe my feelings for today. I just felt that it was like another brother that I can really put my faith on. At least, he was the one that I can chat with in ease. I just really wan to treasure this brotherhood.
We met at yew tee mrt station at 1pm. However, he was late. I am not blaming him because everyone will be late too. We chat, talk and even laugh in the journey to Singapore polytechnic. I accompany him to moberty to purchase a SP T-shirt. He wanted the black but it was limited so in the end, he got the white one instead. Before purchasing the shirt, we went to macdonald for our lunch.
After those "mission" that we suppose to do, we took the mrt to bugis. Actually we were planning to go to ngee Ann polytechnic to purchase their T-shirt but I do not know where to purchase the shirt in the campus. Isn't that funny? While taking the train to bugis, I saw miss jan. We talked abt some academic work but I left out Chyau jiann. Haha. I hope he don't mind.
Miss jan left at outram park, so we continue our journey to bugis. The first thing to do was to purchase KOI. My favorite of all milk tea vendors. After that, we walked around bugis junction, bugis street and iluma. After a long hour of walking, he manage to get a shirt...however, the store only have one piece. Haiz, bad luck lol... Since we did not get anything we like so we walked to orchard road. From bugis to orchard was my first time walking for so long. I am not to elaborate more on orchard part.
If ppl asked me, who do I trust the most? Edwin and Chyau jiann. Both of you gave me the life that I want, which is a happy life and laughing life. Let's be really like a brother okay.
We met at yew tee mrt station at 1pm. However, he was late. I am not blaming him because everyone will be late too. We chat, talk and even laugh in the journey to Singapore polytechnic. I accompany him to moberty to purchase a SP T-shirt. He wanted the black but it was limited so in the end, he got the white one instead. Before purchasing the shirt, we went to macdonald for our lunch.
After those "mission" that we suppose to do, we took the mrt to bugis. Actually we were planning to go to ngee Ann polytechnic to purchase their T-shirt but I do not know where to purchase the shirt in the campus. Isn't that funny? While taking the train to bugis, I saw miss jan. We talked abt some academic work but I left out Chyau jiann. Haha. I hope he don't mind.
Miss jan left at outram park, so we continue our journey to bugis. The first thing to do was to purchase KOI. My favorite of all milk tea vendors. After that, we walked around bugis junction, bugis street and iluma. After a long hour of walking, he manage to get a shirt...however, the store only have one piece. Haiz, bad luck lol... Since we did not get anything we like so we walked to orchard road. From bugis to orchard was my first time walking for so long. I am not to elaborate more on orchard part.
If ppl asked me, who do I trust the most? Edwin and Chyau jiann. Both of you gave me the life that I want, which is a happy life and laughing life. Let's be really like a brother okay.
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
27-9-2011
It was the best day of the month. I do have a fun moment with Jun Kiat and Gabriel last night. Out of sudden, i felt so ashamed about myself. I did not even treasure my secondary school classmates in the past. However, it is not too late to ask for forgiveness. Let get back to the point. It was the first time to meet Gabriel and jun Kiat out during midnight to have our supper. We do have a lot of fun moment together. We talked a lot of crap, eat noodles at the EAT house and even drink alcohol after eating.. I do not know whether I become socialize in the blink of time but I just felt that it is time to let go the past and treasure those people surrounding you in the present. In the past, I really hate Gabriel attitude and Jun Kiat. It is because they have been Criticizing me during my school day but now I understand what do they mean. Isn't that funny? It took me so long to understand what do they mean by that. Well, kid and gab. Thanks for giving me such a happy moment last night.
Sunday, September 25, 2011
26-9-2011
The school holiday is going to end in about 2 week time. I really don't wish to go back to school because I don't wan the history to repeat itself.
I jog for 4km last night and it is the speed like the usual. I have to find a way to speed up while managing the speed. It is critical to have a good stamina before I enter into army. After the long jog, I went to the nearby 7-11 to purchase my drink to replenish my body fluid. However, I remember about one thing. Lee Rong, Zheng yang and I were in the 7-11 purchase alcoholic drink. The first time that we drink together. Zheng yang was unable to finish his bottle so we help him drink finish. We were not drunk and we even walked to the nearby basketball court to watch the ppl playing basketball. I think that was the time that we have so much fun together. It is impossible to salvage this friendship anymore. I remember what did lee rong said to me. “以后你们来我的家住一晚！” i said. "holiday bah!" lee Rong said. Well this is the holiday that they were planning to come to my house to stay. No choice. This friendship is break. Just like what Benny said to me last night. A friendship is just like a glass, once break you may fix it back but you will need some expert to melt the glass piece to fix it back like the usual. I don't have the so called expert. How am I possibly fix back this glass(friendship)?
I am leaving this to fate
I jog for 4km last night and it is the speed like the usual. I have to find a way to speed up while managing the speed. It is critical to have a good stamina before I enter into army. After the long jog, I went to the nearby 7-11 to purchase my drink to replenish my body fluid. However, I remember about one thing. Lee Rong, Zheng yang and I were in the 7-11 purchase alcoholic drink. The first time that we drink together. Zheng yang was unable to finish his bottle so we help him drink finish. We were not drunk and we even walked to the nearby basketball court to watch the ppl playing basketball. I think that was the time that we have so much fun together. It is impossible to salvage this friendship anymore. I remember what did lee rong said to me. “以后你们来我的家住一晚！” i said. "holiday bah!" lee Rong said. Well this is the holiday that they were planning to come to my house to stay. No choice. This friendship is break. Just like what Benny said to me last night. A friendship is just like a glass, once break you may fix it back but you will need some expert to melt the glass piece to fix it back like the usual. I don't have the so called expert. How am I possibly fix back this glass(friendship)?
I am leaving this to fate
Saturday, September 24, 2011
No title
When I was in 14, I asked all other kings about one thing. Is it possible to make my life like other people? I remember what arcious told me that time." it was something that you have to find out. I couldnt possibly tell you the destiny that you are going!" From that day onwards, I work harder and harder, giving pressure to myself on my academic. What do you know? I mix with a lot of friends and forget about the word called study. When I grow older and older, I have more kings in my nation. I do not even know whether is this my fate to have such people talking besides my ear or am I having psychology problem.
I took up a job at the bugis OG by selling an organic drink. The sales wasn't so bad after all. It was not my style to follow other people order. I am not your dog, I don't follow orders. Therefore I quit the job. Durehon told me that there wasn't a job that could make a person happy. It was something that you have to find. That was my mood was super moody when all the kings said that it was something that I have to find.
After work, I asked them some questions. I will post this question because I wan to make it as a memory."am I ugly? Why do people have such a nice hairstyle but I don't have? Why must I waste such money to rebond my hair to get a nice hairstyle? Why do people have something that I don't have? Why must god make my fate in this way? Is there any way to make myself like them?" I asked my lords. But only one lord reply me." I do not know why god create you such a way to make you suffer. There will be always fairness when lord create people. You are not poor and your income is always so stable. Do you think that those people out there have such things? Unless they do something to change their destiny. You must understand that you are still studying. Why don't you leave the make over after your exam? Why don't you study, earn a better qualification and earn a better job to afford a better income for plastic surgery?" elfadon said and I ought to agree with his explanation.
That's all folk
I took up a job at the bugis OG by selling an organic drink. The sales wasn't so bad after all. It was not my style to follow other people order. I am not your dog, I don't follow orders. Therefore I quit the job. Durehon told me that there wasn't a job that could make a person happy. It was something that you have to find. That was my mood was super moody when all the kings said that it was something that I have to find.
After work, I asked them some questions. I will post this question because I wan to make it as a memory."am I ugly? Why do people have such a nice hairstyle but I don't have? Why must I waste such money to rebond my hair to get a nice hairstyle? Why do people have something that I don't have? Why must god make my fate in this way? Is there any way to make myself like them?" I asked my lords. But only one lord reply me." I do not know why god create you such a way to make you suffer. There will be always fairness when lord create people. You are not poor and your income is always so stable. Do you think that those people out there have such things? Unless they do something to change their destiny. You must understand that you are still studying. Why don't you leave the make over after your exam? Why don't you study, earn a better qualification and earn a better job to afford a better income for plastic surgery?" elfadon said and I ought to agree with his explanation.
That's all folk
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
21-9-2011
It was the bad day that I experience in my whole life. I did not shout in the public. Who are you to command me or say about me? Although you are my step parents, I do not bother about it. You only can command me when you are one of the ppl in the arc kingdom. I do not know whether this is a good news a not. I am back to normal again. I talk about my matter to the other kings again. It was about 5 month that we chat together again. Seriously. Just say that I am crazy but I know that they are the one who wan to decide for me. While the doctor asked me whether I should start the operation, arcious have been telling me that it was best to have the operation. Leodales just fought with him. But majority win. 6-1 votes to call me to operate. Therefore, I will go for the operation during next sept
About a new bro
I have not posted anything related to Chyau jiann. I did mention about him when I was working during the comex show which was held on 1/9 to 4/9. I just feel that he will be just like Edwin lai. We could have so much fun and topic to talk. It wasnt easy to find someone that is able to talk about your personal problem. Wow. Another brother in my list.
Monday, September 19, 2011
Siblings posting part 2
Sorry for the late post today. I am not going to post about bing xun. It is bec the period with him is short. Okay I shall post about all of my Singapore
Polytechnic friends.
What are siblings for? Why do I wan to name them as my siblings? Isn't that rubbish? Maybe all of these are nonsense anyway. After running last nite, there was a sentence that was whirling in my head. "many things cannot be forced." let begin the secret diary posting
There was nothing much in the secret diary about Singapore polytechnic friends. Therefore, all of you just find your name in the post that was made much earlier on.
Is lee Rong going to befriend with me? I don't know. I was thinking about his birthday present just now while I was thinking about Dixon, Chyau jiann, Zheng yang birthday present. I thought of something just now for lee Rong but I don't know whether he will still treat me like one siblings a not. Let the time to heal. A Jedi command "be patient". I believe in this. I will post Chyau jiann tomorrow bec there are two events that are related to him. I will elaborate more on him bec he was the newest.
Polytechnic friends.
What are siblings for? Why do I wan to name them as my siblings? Isn't that rubbish? Maybe all of these are nonsense anyway. After running last nite, there was a sentence that was whirling in my head. "many things cannot be forced." let begin the secret diary posting
There was nothing much in the secret diary about Singapore polytechnic friends. Therefore, all of you just find your name in the post that was made much earlier on.
Is lee Rong going to befriend with me? I don't know. I was thinking about his birthday present just now while I was thinking about Dixon, Chyau jiann, Zheng yang birthday present. I thought of something just now for lee Rong but I don't know whether he will still treat me like one siblings a not. Let the time to heal. A Jedi command "be patient". I believe in this. I will post Chyau jiann tomorrow bec there are two events that are related to him. I will elaborate more on him bec he was the newest.
Saturday, September 17, 2011
Siblings part 1
I found my secret diary last night and I did not realize that it contains so much things about my sibling. There was things that I could not remember of doing it. Since I have so much time to spend for myself, I will write out what the secret diary write about my siblings. I will be writing Edwin lai, Marcus moo, Chuan Yi, Leon, Zheng yang, ang hui min, loh hui min, Zoe, lee rong, Dixon and Chyau jiann. Isnt it funny? I kept on emphasize on my blog about them. Isn't there too long-winded? Maybe I am going to write about the event that we spend together.
Let me start with Edwin lai since he was the biggest brother. I really treat him like one of my own brother. Although he was busied with his school work, he will find some time to accompany me. For example, we will go to places to play cards. We even talk about our personal life. I really hope that after his A lvl examination, we can spend more time together to have fun.
After Edwin, Marcus moo was my next brother. He was the first brother in history that I delete him and we have so much disagreement. Although we fought together, we also have so much fun together. We meet out late night to play cards, eat noodles and we even drink alcoholic drink. He was the first one who taught me how to drink alcohol and how can I face in the society. According to the diary, arcious wrote this about Marcus moo. He was a person that you should not mix around. He may provided us many fun moment and even ask us to go out to have fun, there were something that are unable to explain.
After meeting Marcus moo, I met Chuan Yi and Leon. I do not know them for a long time. I know Chuan Yi during the last day of march it show. He joked with me then after that I met Leon. He was Chuan Yi friend. Although we have so short moment to talk about our personal life, I have those brotherhood feeling. That why I name them as my bro. According to the diary, Leodales wrote that I have been doing so much things to make them think wrongly. One reason on top of it was that I was immature at that moment. For example, I kept on pestered them. After they SMS me about my problem, we seldom chat. Besides the diary, I also remember an event at bugis. I do not wan to elaborate because this was in my blog long time ago. However, they disappointed me recently. Chuan Yi called me about 11.30am on 15sept saying that her sister was sick so he have to take care of her. It is fair that he as the big bro have to take care of his sister. However, about 2pm, I saw him was being tagged by someone at macdonald. If it was her sister who tag him, he was lying that her sister was sick. I cannot blame Leon bec it was not about him. I think I should not pester them anymore. This will be the last post stating about them. I think that they do not wan to forgive me therefore they don't wan to meet us out. I should consider of deleting them as my Facebook friend, siblings. I should set them free. I have to think deeply whether I should meet them at 20sept.
I will write the last one and continue the rest later or tomorrow. Dixon Teo was a brother that I meet in secondary 4. It was a long story. I have not write anything about him before. I should write what the secret diary said before the memories about him was blur. When I was in my last year of secondary school, durehon saw Jimson that was from 4A2. Durehon told me that he may be the one who is able to help me in the future. At first, I dont understand what he mean. Then we starting to know each other through the cybernet. Dixon kept on pestered me saying that Jimson was finding me. It was a fool lol. I told myself that Dixon just like my other classmate, Marcus heng. Then one day, he talked to me whether I can teach him for his O level. I did not realize the my enemy become my friend. According to the diary, it states that I meet him at lot 1 macdonald and I taught him science. I print my two book of notes to help him out. Then he taught me to go gym and I become friends with ho zhi Jie again. I should not be writing what he told me. As brother, I should keep his secret. He was the first brother that make me realize that it was not the end of the world.
I remember that I told him about my parents. He was the first one that know about my family matter.
That's the end of part 1.
Let me start with Edwin lai since he was the biggest brother. I really treat him like one of my own brother. Although he was busied with his school work, he will find some time to accompany me. For example, we will go to places to play cards. We even talk about our personal life. I really hope that after his A lvl examination, we can spend more time together to have fun.
After Edwin, Marcus moo was my next brother. He was the first brother in history that I delete him and we have so much disagreement. Although we fought together, we also have so much fun together. We meet out late night to play cards, eat noodles and we even drink alcoholic drink. He was the first one who taught me how to drink alcohol and how can I face in the society. According to the diary, arcious wrote this about Marcus moo. He was a person that you should not mix around. He may provided us many fun moment and even ask us to go out to have fun, there were something that are unable to explain.
After meeting Marcus moo, I met Chuan Yi and Leon. I do not know them for a long time. I know Chuan Yi during the last day of march it show. He joked with me then after that I met Leon. He was Chuan Yi friend. Although we have so short moment to talk about our personal life, I have those brotherhood feeling. That why I name them as my bro. According to the diary, Leodales wrote that I have been doing so much things to make them think wrongly. One reason on top of it was that I was immature at that moment. For example, I kept on pestered them. After they SMS me about my problem, we seldom chat. Besides the diary, I also remember an event at bugis. I do not wan to elaborate because this was in my blog long time ago. However, they disappointed me recently. Chuan Yi called me about 11.30am on 15sept saying that her sister was sick so he have to take care of her. It is fair that he as the big bro have to take care of his sister. However, about 2pm, I saw him was being tagged by someone at macdonald. If it was her sister who tag him, he was lying that her sister was sick. I cannot blame Leon bec it was not about him. I think I should not pester them anymore. This will be the last post stating about them. I think that they do not wan to forgive me therefore they don't wan to meet us out. I should consider of deleting them as my Facebook friend, siblings. I should set them free. I have to think deeply whether I should meet them at 20sept.
I will write the last one and continue the rest later or tomorrow. Dixon Teo was a brother that I meet in secondary 4. It was a long story. I have not write anything about him before. I should write what the secret diary said before the memories about him was blur. When I was in my last year of secondary school, durehon saw Jimson that was from 4A2. Durehon told me that he may be the one who is able to help me in the future. At first, I dont understand what he mean. Then we starting to know each other through the cybernet. Dixon kept on pestered me saying that Jimson was finding me. It was a fool lol. I told myself that Dixon just like my other classmate, Marcus heng. Then one day, he talked to me whether I can teach him for his O level. I did not realize the my enemy become my friend. According to the diary, it states that I meet him at lot 1 macdonald and I taught him science. I print my two book of notes to help him out. Then he taught me to go gym and I become friends with ho zhi Jie again. I should not be writing what he told me. As brother, I should keep his secret. He was the first brother that make me realize that it was not the end of the world.
I remember that I told him about my parents. He was the first one that know about my family matter.
That's the end of part 1.
Friday, September 16, 2011
17-9-2011
I don't know why I am so I intrigued in writing blog post. Maybe I do not have anything to do during this holiday. The holiday is about to end. Am I happy? Er... I ought to say yes bec I cannot live in such timetable and environment. I have lose my trust in one of my brother. I don't mean those ppl who are staying in west. I am stating someone that it is living at the end of Singapore map. I don't understand why cant you tell me the truth. I don't mind to meet out late. Why must I ask you again then you will tell me 50% of the truth. Isn't it easier for you to say it earlier? I have totally lose my trust in you. Now, I am thinking whether I should meet you during 20sept. Maybe I would rather stay at home to prevent myself to blame you. You know that I am starting to be much sensitive after the stupid incident happened between lee rong and me. Haiz. Let bygones be bygones. I cannot hold ppl heart. Maybe I need to start a relationship so I can forget all these shit
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
15-9-2011
I thought it will be fun today but who know that the event is cancelled. What can I do? I cannot take a rope and tied them and bring them along. Am I jealous? I can tell you that I am super super jealous about ppl going out. I think I love the past. I am anti-social person who do not love to go out. No choice. I guess this is fate. When I was anti-social, there will not be so much anger and sadness in my life. I was born with special ppl accompany me. Yeah fairytale again. I don't care whether he got read my blog a not. I just wan to say that this was my life, not your. You are just jealous. I don't know whether it is criticizing you a not. Just shut down ur Internet browser if you don't wan to know. I am super angry right now, but I am prepared last night. The stupid right eye can you pls stop blinking. Well, kill me then. I don't wan to live either. I have no mood to care about the future anymore. I just hope that my result is excellent so I am able to migrate to other country. I am starting to lose all the friends. It is because they either betray me, criticizing me or many more... Although I just say never mind, in my heart, I was blaming you.
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
No title
I do not know what to post on this blog either. I am wondering how lee Rong was treating towards me. Enemy or friends or siblings. I do not know the answer. I just only hope that he could be my siblings again. However, he have not added me on Facebook. I do not even want to pester him or them. Just because of his problem, it causes chaos between bx &zy too. How impressive! Do he know that just one minor thing can cause misunderstanding between the other. To be frank, is he shame for not thinking twice between acting. I am not mend to write this post to backstab him or having small talk about him. But his action already shows me that he want to ignore me for good. I am back to the square one again. I went to lot 1 just now and I just remember what are the things that we do together. Is that funny? I know that bx was trying to help out but he do not know the roots of the problem. Haiz, I guess this brotherhood or friendship between him is over bah. Isnt that funny? Just a few months and said bye bye. I just feel that Zheng yang was better than all of them. Although I backstab him, he did not blame me. However, it was me who push him into this troubles. I don't even want to think about the friendship being salvage. I just tell myself that Zheng yang will be forever forever my truth siblings. He was a person in the blue moon. I do not know what is he thinking about or do hr still blaming me. I just hope that it will be fined. I feel like giving birthday present to lee rong. I think I will buy something and called Zheng yang to pass to him if we still cannot be brothers again. Haiz. I dont understand why either. I am so uselss. I do not care whether they wan to jio mr out a not. I just know that zy and I will be doing project, going to poly and coming back from poly for about 5 month.
Sunday, September 11, 2011
A post to apologise
I wan to apologise to Ng lee rong for mistaken him and for pang seh him. Hope you will see this post.
Saturday, September 3, 2011
The last day of the comex show
12 more hours and we will be splitting. There is no more such chance that we are working together. I would like to talk about a best friend, lee Rong. I did not make you less important, it is your fault. You are the one who have been ignoring me and I have been putting you in my friend category.... I have not been forgetting the happy moment that you gave us. It is you that started first. If we could be just like the past, we can be best friend again. I will wait for you to join us back. I hope that you can join us for lantern festival. We will forget those past and continue be best friend again. Hope to listen the good news then.
I will talk about Cj... We talk talk talk, make our working place less stressful ad tired. It is really worth to call him bro lol. I don't know. I have the same feeling when I was talking to Edwin lai(大哥). Well, welcome abroad. I will tell you about my life(lords) when the time is riped and the republic has given me the approval.
I will talk about Cj... We talk talk talk, make our working place less stressful ad tired. It is really worth to call him bro lol. I don't know. I have the same feeling when I was talking to Edwin lai(大哥). Well, welcome abroad. I will tell you about my life(lords) when the time is riped and the republic has given me the approval.
Friday, September 2, 2011
Doubts
I want to write begin with doubts introduction because it is something unique in blog journal. What is friendship? How about brotherhood? Which one is better? I don't even know. It is true that I must look at outside of the world because there are many people that are much more better. What can I do? I don't even have any hints in such matter. It is the third day of the show and my sales was low. I do not know why I have so high temperature when I was working at the IT SHOW. I am starting to lose faith in myself. In addition, confidences was something that was losing in the beginning of the year. Last night, all of the lords sit down together and have a good chat. They taught me to be more sensible instead of being rowdy. They told me that there was someone in my workplace is harming me. Who is that person? I don't know. Arcious told me that I have to analyze the problem by calming my mind. It is another time for spot check. Six lords will be helping out at this IT show in order to boost up the sales. Dezard told me that this person is someone that have secret power like you but he/she has the ability to control the human brains. In order to stop this, we have to create layer mind. In Other words, I have to think of something while working on my work. Leodales taught me a way to create a better layering on the mind. Arcious will be standing besides me as he said he want to see which person is having such ability. It is the first time that arcious is willing to stand at my side and help me. For all reader information, all of my lords doesn't exist on earth. They are neither human nor ghosts. They are part of my souls with different ability and character. I do not want to write about someone when I was writing about the lords conversation.
Thursday, September 1, 2011
1st day comex show
I don't wan to talk about the morning incident. It is because I don't even remember what did I do.... I will talk about the happy moment during the IT show yesterday. I wa working at epicenter at second level and I was selling uniq stuff. All of them are iPad 2 casing. It was so competitive bEcause there was so many seller that sell iPad2 casing. Besides that, it is much more cheaper. Never mind, devin is around.+_+" never mind, I don't feel like elaborate on this part. Damn long winded. Someone was working on sandisk and he was a good friend of Mine now.:) damn socialize lol. I think it is my character bah. Ps I wan to have this post in singlish format So there is so many bah lol haha.... Hmm, how can I elaborate on this new friend. Well, I shall begin with the introduction of this friend. His name was Qiao Jian. Don't insult ppl names, it is rude. Summarizing. We have the same topic to talk and we can chat for about 57 min. Just a rough estimation. My first expression I thought he was a gangster. His face expression la.... But when you talk to him, he is okay. Don't tell me he is a Capricon or Aries. Sian max. Why all of my friends are Capricon and pisces or Aries. Haiz. Thats all folk. Don't feel like posting because I wan to do something before working. I will try to maintain the post in deviantart once per week. I try
Monday, August 29, 2011
29-8-2011
This will be my last post before I heading out of this planet. Dezard will be temporary taking my position till further notice. I do not know how is he going to settle with the latest friendship. It is because he was trained by arcious in the past which mean he is not socialize. However, when he come to task fulfillment, he is always the best. Will he increase the bonding in this holiday? I don't know. I have no more rights to speak anymore because of one incident. I am heading to lot 1 to gather some memories between them before I leave here. I do not even know when I am able to update this blog. therefore, I officially close this blog till further notice. This time I am going for good. I will not bring chao in earth anymore. I have nohing to treasure on earth anymore. Shall I talk about my friends? They are starting to ignore me Which is fine with me. No more friends before I leave, it was the best choice of all. I only know that Ker sing was once dezard best friends. Therefore, I asked Ker sing to be his best friend again. She is able to assist him. It will be hard for king dezard to rule this place as there are many potholes left by me. I wish that the bOnding between the 3 of us can be united and funny again before I come back before 31 October. Maybe.... Or maybe I will be coming back for a short while. No choice I have to leave. I guess that everyone will be happy that I leave here. Signing off by king devin. Thank you.
Saturday, August 27, 2011
last 5 post of this friendship
I would like to make the final 5 posts of this friendship before I forget about him. I believe that what I did was right. If he is ignoring me, it shows that he do not want to make friends with me. Although I know that he is a scorpio character, I should have tell him that I am sorry. However, I cannot decide on this matter because it is not under my control anymore. Arcious will be handling this. He told me that if he do not want to chat with you or meet you out till 4sept. It shows that he have forgotten me for good. I will be next to you..., Waiting for you to become friends till 4 sept. What am I waiting for? Should I be finding the best solution to solve this problem? Maybe I want to post something that I spent with him. I will post 5 happy moment with him. I shall start with the latest.....I remember that it was 16 August. I meet him at national library at choa chu kang LOT 1 and it was about 8pm. We started studying at the library together and he called me to keep quiet in the library when there was another children was making noise. It was so funny. We even write words on my chapter 13 notes back-page. Then I was focusing memorizing on the notes. In the end, I memorized completely. After that, we go to macdonald as I want to have my dinner at there. We talked about our girlfriends and we even mix curry sauce with coke. It was taste so ........ NOT NICE. What could I do? I also test him for his test.... I wonder when can we have such happy moment together again? I treat him as one god brother.... What could I do? Blog i hope u can pass this message to him.
Friday, August 26, 2011
Friendship busted?
I am wondering whether this friendship is going to end here. I don't have the answer either. I don't even know what is the reason for not friending him. Let give an example. Marcus defriend me as I was lying to him in the first place, he is unable to forgive me so I understand it was partially my fault. However, this friend, I am not going to mention names over here, I wrote his name on deviantart. He have been ignoring before I choke his neck. He hate ppl choke his neck so it was my fault but in the first place, he have been ignoring me. Arcious talked to me this morning and we analysis the problem together. He just said that it was impossible to become best friend again. He is not the friend that you know. You still have other brothers and sisters, for example zheng yang and Zoe. I would like to write about a happy moment with this friend. Zy,this person as x and I went to bugis for shopping. We brought 3 shirts. One have a sheep print on it, three dinosaur printed on a shirt and my is the vampire.we have fun together and we even talk abt buying shoes. Haiz, I guess this was the last happy memories that he gave me. Arcious set a deadline. By 4 sept, he did not talk to you like before, then I would give up this friendship. I am not going to wait anymore. I still have other bro and sis to entertain you. X person your song to represent you is aim my tomorrow. Digimon tamer ending 1. Leave everything to Fate then.
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
24-8-2011
I was posting this blog at the mrt where I was standing ignore like I was a reflection in other human life. What can I do? It was me who started this fire. Well, I don't have the time to socialize anymore even though I was on holiday. I will be working with zhao wei during the it show that was organizing in the first week of september. I won't be working with my brothers. Well, what can I just do? Arcious was right. Human are not reliable afterall. I was born with this talent as to prevent such things from happening. Lee Rong have been ignoring since I met him. Well, I am not going to take the initiative to talk to him . I find for him job to work but he still ignore me. I don't know what to say either. I wanted to break the bond between my arc kingdom and get back my life. However, there wasn't anything that I could do. I only know that my life was filled with happiness when I was with king arcious, durehon, Leodales, dezard. They are the one who are able to help me in my life. I am just a useless dump that doesnt have any power or fame in such world. Although my social network was created by arcious, I couldnt even relied on him so I went out to enhance my social network. In the end,.... I am not going to say either. Arcious you were the wise one. I admit defeat. You are always the first one in my heart. I guess there wasn't any reason for me to give up all of you. In this holiday, I will ignore them. I want to see how it process. If it still continue, I have no words to say either. I will also know the answer already. I dont want ppl to use me anymore.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Brotherhood
I may want to spend some time to update this post or else it will be just dead blog. Lee Rong and bing xun are my new brother. Well, welcome to my family tree. I did not expect that Some of Zheng yang friends become my brother. Maybe I wan to talk about lee Rong first. I just like to meet him out because he could bring laughter to us. He also add colors to my life. I also feel comfortable when I talked to him about my personal matter. Well, I found the person in the prophecy. He was the middle person Alright. On 16-8-2011, the day before nos examination. We studied in choa chu kang library for a hour and my brain manage to absorb the notes content. It was fun to study with him too. After studying my nos, we went to macdonald and I have my dinner at 8.40pm. He played my iPhone and message to Huimin ang and loh. Haiz, we talked about someone and his past. Not going to elaborate because it was brother secret:p haha. I know that only know him for less than half of the year, but he will be much more better than Zheng yang. Zheng yang and I went to his house and he took one of my sleeping photo. That was ridiculous. However, all my photography will disappear when I dead. It was funny right? That why I don't like to take pbotography. We sit at lee Rong house, talk talk and lee Rong was focusing in his studies. We are not harming him. We are providing moral support to him. Lee rong. You are the best brother currently!!!!! :)
Let talk about bing xun(bx). I may not know him for a long time but he was trying to act funny? There is some mistaken between us. I am a person that can be easy to talk with. I have 90% of Scorpio character. I am not the person that you are thinking about. I have no self control after I enter secondary 4. If I will have to self control on myself, you will see a different person. A cold person. I mean that I will not joke with you, only talk about serious matter. Bing xun I am not trying to say that I want to beat u. Although I Just say that I wan to beat you, I will not beat you. It is because I won't dirty my hands. You will not understand because I have a talent that my secondary school classmates know only. That why I am not popular in school! They do not want to disturb me or else.
Brother, I wan to say something. It are looking at the outer layer of me. You may think I was like this, I am not in my inner. So warning!!!I'm cunning!:0
Let talk about bing xun(bx). I may not know him for a long time but he was trying to act funny? There is some mistaken between us. I am a person that can be easy to talk with. I have 90% of Scorpio character. I am not the person that you are thinking about. I have no self control after I enter secondary 4. If I will have to self control on myself, you will see a different person. A cold person. I mean that I will not joke with you, only talk about serious matter. Bing xun I am not trying to say that I want to beat u. Although I Just say that I wan to beat you, I will not beat you. It is because I won't dirty my hands. You will not understand because I have a talent that my secondary school classmates know only. That why I am not popular in school! They do not want to disturb me or else.
Brother, I wan to say something. It are looking at the outer layer of me. You may think I was like this, I am not in my inner. So warning!!!I'm cunning!:0
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Friends
I will just talk about my Friends in polytechnic. I don't know why do I wan to write this but I may just want to keep it as a memory. I kinda lose the brotherhood with Zheng yang after spending so much time with lee Rong. Lee Rong is much better because he will crack jokes with me and help me solve some problem. What about Zheng yang? Maybe he is a bit quiet and he do not want to care much. Therefore, I cannot blame him as it was part of his character. Lee Rong was much better. He make me laugh and he always act cute. I don't mind to have another sworn brother like him. I will ask him whether he wan to become my sworn brother after the polytechnic examination. Those examination are giving me so much stress but I will remember what did lee Rong do. Haiz, bing xun is another brother to me but I name him as close friend. In other words, I called him as a close friend. I have to get permission from the republic to apprOve lee Rong as my brother. That time I bypass them and called Zheng yang as brother. Leodales was so angry at that moment because we are doing close door policy
Thursday, August 11, 2011
13-8-2011
Days are drawing nearer and nearer. Exam were coming and this was my first time making my revision at the last minute. I have no choice and there wasn't sufficient for me to rest or do the things that I planned to do. Let us not talk about examination. How about we talk about the current suitation. Currently, I was located at Singapore polytechnic basketball courts. By looking at different playing, it mAke me think about the olden days that I played with Jason yeo. He taught me how to play basketball. However, I was too arrOgant at that moment. I do not want to listen to anyone because I always thought that I was right. Well, that was history. Let bygones be bygones. There is no point regretting now. We should learn the mistaken that we make and think of a way to change for the better. That's all folks
Monday, August 1, 2011
2 august 2011
August month has entered into my world. I am having so much thoughts during July. All of the lords are distributing roles and they were planning to ensure that I am able to do well for my first semester in polytechnic. What should I do? I, arcious,should think about the outcome of this kingdom. I am not going to bring down the mark that was achieved by the other lord. However, I am not ready for the examination. I should think about a plan in order to finish my revision on time. I am the wise one and know what was right and wrong to do. Before I enter into this body, I asked myself. How am I going to improve the life in this body. Should I put in the efforts to ensure things went smoothly for us. There are prophecy to follow, war to plan and even manage those life in earth. No wonder the other lords won't planned to live on earth.
On the other hand, I felt that devin have done a good job in mixing with friends. Although he violate the prophecy, I know that he was trying to achieve something. I read Zheng yang website content yesterday. Devin said that he did not read the content of his website before. But now, I know more about him, he was glad to know devin. Haiz, I know that my name will not appear as I am not even a human, just a part of devin soul. I knew that Zheng yang was a good person who did not even have any motivation in gaining something beneficial. What should I say? No words could express those happy moment. It was too sudden. Zheng yang wrote those on his web could make someone surprise. This was what the lord was planning to achieve."harmony with people"! Devin did it. However, I wasn't good at all of this because as a lord in the whole nation, I got to be stricter.
On the other hand, I felt that devin have done a good job in mixing with friends. Although he violate the prophecy, I know that he was trying to achieve something. I read Zheng yang website content yesterday. Devin said that he did not read the content of his website before. But now, I know more about him, he was glad to know devin. Haiz, I know that my name will not appear as I am not even a human, just a part of devin soul. I knew that Zheng yang was a good person who did not even have any motivation in gaining something beneficial. What should I say? No words could express those happy moment. It was too sudden. Zheng yang wrote those on his web could make someone surprise. This was what the lord was planning to achieve."harmony with people"! Devin did it. However, I wasn't good at all of this because as a lord in the whole nation, I got to be stricter.
Friday, July 29, 2011
30/7/2011
My family problem is settled but there was another new problem. Dezard asked me why must I work so hard on project work if I can do it by myself. I don't understand why must you help him. Then what is project work? I thought that project work is all of the group members working together. Why must you bothered to work extra while he is having fun? Is it because you want the mark? I don't quite understand. Since you can do it alone, why bother to find him as a group member. You got to consider of being selfish for something. You cannot help him forever. He asked me when this person message me and asked me is the diagram being draw out. I have no words to say either. Leodales just say that he was pushing all the work to you while he can have fun and joy. Do you think that it is fair? Shouldn't he be finding sources from the Internet and discuss with you? Should he be asking you what are you, as in what kind of plans that you planned to do. Arcious just say told to me follow my feelings, we want you to be independent. My lord think about it. It wa not worth to do this assignment when your group member is not doing anything. He was just trying to glit your marks. He can score your effort mark by not doing anything. I just asked them what should I do. They told me to write off his name when the assignment is being sent up. However, I have no controls in this anymore because arcious will be the one to submit the assignment. I will just hope that this person will start researching before arcious will do it
Thursday, July 28, 2011
No title
I feel like updating this post when I could solve my problem by myself. I thought by having the six kings, they will be able to help me or counsel me when I was having some troubles in my life. Well, they said that I am grown up and I do not have to relied on them. They want me to learn to independence because they said that it was part of the human capability. I couldn't said anything because they were once my biggest helper. What should I do? I couldn't just live without orders from my kings. Every once I pass by my secondary school, I will think about those moments that we are working together as a team. We solve principle of accountancy questions, sciences and humanities. But now, I have to solve those problem in polytechnic by myself. Besides that, I was some sort being insult in polytechnic. I only remember that whenever I was being bully by a person. We, the six would stand up and fight back. However, we are not united as one. What was the reason? Is it my problem? Just tell me and I will change for all of you. After all, all of you are my best guidance in my life.
Maybe I just want to talk about sth that happen during 6.20am. I fought with my parents and it was the fierce fight that I ever quarreled with them. We used knife to threaten each other, using fists to beat each parties. If it wasn't king Leodales who have stopped me, I would have killed a person. Out of sudden, my anger control my actions and this is called revenge. You wouldn't get to see my anger overtake my actions. It was a rare moment. Arcious counsel me this morning and reprimanded me. Leodales analyze this problem and sort out those reasons with me. I do not understand why I have such emotion after I entered polytechnic. Have I grown up? The new king also said I am starting to be immature and do not have the virtue that arc people have. Why must all of you come out when I am in trouble? Why couldn't you just control my body? Like I said before, I cannot do without all of you. You have the virtue that arc people has. I don't feel like living in such a miserable world. I don't think I can bear in this nine year. Stress may be one of my reasons of not living in such world. Shouldnt I be behaving myself? After all, I was part of the lord in arc. I thought by cheering up in this world could make me live happy in this world. What should I bother to change? Just because of the word called adapt? I don't understand why the republic of arc would implement this policy. We are under the close door policy at first. World is changing. I ought to agree with durehon.
I will talk about the prophecy that was given by the white and black man. I dreamt about them while I was sleeping. I will write those dialogue.
"so devin, you need our help again?" white man said
" you got to learn to be independent!" black man said
" what do you mean by independent? I couldn't live without my lords. Could you just shorten my life in the prophecy? There wasn't anything in this world for me to treasure about?" I said
"life was full of colors and once prophecy is made, it was hard to overwrite it" white man said
" well, we will get straight to the point for today" black man said
" you couldn't control all of the problem. However, you must take some time to analyze the problem. You may need a person on earth to be your peacemaker. I mean it was for now. You got to learn and reapply to those virtues that arc people have" white man said
"I couldn't give you a prophecy for this time but all of the lords were besides you but you have to use your feelings to feel their souls. Although they were part of your souls, you got to learn when was the right time to use ur power. You wouldn't want to use ur power to violate the heaven rule or the fate of wheel" Black man said.
After that, I was woken up by my alarm. Who is this peacemaker? How could I find him? By using my feelings, i could feel their souls? I don't think it was a prophecy. They were trying to hint me about something? I don't know what they are trying to hint about but I know that it is going to be part of my life.
Maybe I just want to talk about sth that happen during 6.20am. I fought with my parents and it was the fierce fight that I ever quarreled with them. We used knife to threaten each other, using fists to beat each parties. If it wasn't king Leodales who have stopped me, I would have killed a person. Out of sudden, my anger control my actions and this is called revenge. You wouldn't get to see my anger overtake my actions. It was a rare moment. Arcious counsel me this morning and reprimanded me. Leodales analyze this problem and sort out those reasons with me. I do not understand why I have such emotion after I entered polytechnic. Have I grown up? The new king also said I am starting to be immature and do not have the virtue that arc people have. Why must all of you come out when I am in trouble? Why couldn't you just control my body? Like I said before, I cannot do without all of you. You have the virtue that arc people has. I don't feel like living in such a miserable world. I don't think I can bear in this nine year. Stress may be one of my reasons of not living in such world. Shouldnt I be behaving myself? After all, I was part of the lord in arc. I thought by cheering up in this world could make me live happy in this world. What should I bother to change? Just because of the word called adapt? I don't understand why the republic of arc would implement this policy. We are under the close door policy at first. World is changing. I ought to agree with durehon.
I will talk about the prophecy that was given by the white and black man. I dreamt about them while I was sleeping. I will write those dialogue.
"so devin, you need our help again?" white man said
" you got to learn to be independent!" black man said
" what do you mean by independent? I couldn't live without my lords. Could you just shorten my life in the prophecy? There wasn't anything in this world for me to treasure about?" I said
"life was full of colors and once prophecy is made, it was hard to overwrite it" white man said
" well, we will get straight to the point for today" black man said
" you couldn't control all of the problem. However, you must take some time to analyze the problem. You may need a person on earth to be your peacemaker. I mean it was for now. You got to learn and reapply to those virtues that arc people have" white man said
"I couldn't give you a prophecy for this time but all of the lords were besides you but you have to use your feelings to feel their souls. Although they were part of your souls, you got to learn when was the right time to use ur power. You wouldn't want to use ur power to violate the heaven rule or the fate of wheel" Black man said.
After that, I was woken up by my alarm. Who is this peacemaker? How could I find him? By using my feelings, i could feel their souls? I don't think it was a prophecy. They were trying to hint me about something? I don't know what they are trying to hint about but I know that it is going to be part of my life.
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
27-7-2010
The hungry month is coming. This was the moment where I could check my power. I don't know how strong is my power right now, If I manage to see some ghost, this indicate that my power is more powerful than ever. Afterall, I gain these power through the darkness part of the world. If I know how to use it wisely, I am able to self defense myself. Well, the black man asked me why am I acting so childish lately and immature. I don't even know how to answer him because I couldn't betray my good friend. The good friend was the upcoming seven king. I do not know how to write my blog because there isn't any story that could make me treasure. Most of my people are starting to leave me because there was another war that will be happening when the star starting to align. This was the rare moment but it may be just the end of my nation. I hope that the star wont align in august. Make it to September. Well, that all fOlk
Thursday, July 21, 2011
22 July 2011
It is already the third week of July. That was fast. It is soon going to be a year. What have I learned? I don't know either. I manage to write this post when the other kings are not around. If they are around, I wouldn't have the chance to update this post. I wondered how am I going to cope up with this stress mindset. In the class, there were people who is planning to pull down my marks. This statement was made according to king arcious. I am cOnfused. I don't even know where should I drive towards to. Is it university? I don't know either. I must tell myself that I can do it and have the will of fire. Without both of these, I may not achieve something that king arcious planned. Now, let me talk about chee kin. If you are going to analyze those sentence that he spoke, he is trying to put down some of the people grade in the class. He planned to score high marks. However, I cannot defeat him without the five kings helps. Well, this was only the good things that the kings provide. Chee kin was planning to achieve high or should I say beyond his expectation. I am going to heed the advice given by all of you. I know that I am a bit rush when you said that I should be going out often but to stay at home and complete those assignments. I understand your reasons. Thanks
Thursday, July 7, 2011
8 July 2011
I am going to post my Blog once per week because I do not have the time to update the blog. There was war in my nations and assignment in the school. What can I do? Everyone is busy with the war and they do not have the time to help me or assist me. Last night, I was being scolded from arcious. He told me to stay focused on work and not thinking about playing. What the he'll is he planning to do? I know that he want to excel in my work but he really need to understand what is the word called relax. Well, let get back to the real world. There was nothing memorials to remember. I only just went to moberty to play pools and singed k with my classmates and bro. I do not want to elaborate the event because I am lazy. If I were to post something that is not related, the blog will be full of rubbish.
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
6-7-2011
I know that I have not been updating this blog since when my examination are started. I woke up in the morning to write this post as I am stressed with the upcoming result. It seem like I will be losing mark in isec which mean I may lose to my bro. I am wondering why i couldn't get high mark than him. He spent lesser time than me to study. Is my study plan fails or my lords are failing? I do not know either. I hope that god will be mercy in this and allow me to have the same in aftermath. War are fighting, we are challenging. Why can't I lose one of the war? Is it because I am the king? I have no idea. I just knew that I am scoring 95-98 for nos. 85-90 for isec(bro may be getting 94-96) which mean I am losing about 10-15 marks. DBMS will be just 94-98 marks whereas he may score badly. Afterall, I hope the results will be same. God just show some mercy,
Friday, July 1, 2011
2 July 2011
Last night was an unexpected event. I watched transformer with my Zheng yang friends. I was intending to watch transformer with Lukas who is one of my classmates in secondary school. It was so coincidence that he wasn't free last night. I did not thought that Zheng yang asked me whether I want to watch with them. It did not even think that I was invited. It was a bit shame that I go with the people that I was unfamiliar. Reader I want to tell you a good news, i am interested in basketball again... Well, I will not allow history to repeat itself becAuse Every human change for the better. There are war in the house and between my own people. Is there a better solution in dealing with all this problem. I don't quite get it. If you think you are better, why don't you show up and bring up a fight? I am not talking about violence here. I am going to turn over a new leaf. I will not act like a gangster anymore, I just feel that I need to be a bit civilized so that I am able to socialize better. What make me change because one of my brother tOld me that I acted like a gangster. Leodales was heard it and he was planning to change for the better. Well, it was a big decision made by the lords. However, they were intending to plot an sinister plan. I don't know what are they going to do. Transformer 3 was a good show, well reader, find some time to watch it. I am not going to spoil the show over here. T.G.I.F~~
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
28 June 2011
I am rally sorry to those reader for not posting this blog. The main reason was that i have so much work to do and the upcming exam. At last, i manage to find some time to update this blog with my computer. I do not what to do either...... Watching transformer and eatin crystal jade steamboat with my brother on monday. It is impossible to do so many things on one day. However, i only can say try.... So much things happen during the holiday... My brother come to my house to study and i go to his house to play computer. I do not want to elaborate everything because it may take up 3 days 2 nights to complete this post if i am going to write every details and my feelings. Maybe you can follow me on tweeter@durehon. Durehon will be glad to share his feeling with reader. I am only interested in posting those events that want me to remember. It was tough over this few days.I have been struggling with the work in school and the lords are going back to their own country on monday. Well, i get to see them again in august i guess. That all i have to say maybe i will make the post longer in the upcoming monday where i am having fun with my brother.
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Ecstatic day
Well, I have another sworn brother in my family tree. He was a simple person without much thinking. However, i felt that it was a rush but who know that he accept my request of calling him my blood related brother. I should treat him better in the future, hope that he will do the same as me. I do not have any family love before because my parents are buyer. They have been treating my little brother well but I mead been ignored for many years. I was at the edge of jumping down the building when I was studying in secondary school life. However, it was king arcious who stopped me and pull me back. I would like to record something about the past because I felt that everything should be Balanced. There must be happiness and saddness part of my life. Since there is a person asking me about my past life so i will spend some time to write about my past life. I was a lonely student during my lower secondary, you could call me a nerd or quiet person. I was beinG bully by my classmate. They vilified me and even beat me up. What could I do bec I was a small and shy boy. I couldn't possibly fight back because I will lose. I did not do well in my academic studies as I was lazy at that moment. Therefore I have no power at that time to protect myself. One day, I heard voices in my ear and I looked around but this person talked to me. He was the first king filopian. It was a funny name but he told me to stay strong and I have a long road ahead. Not long I meet king filopian, I met king arcious bec filopian told me that there was one person that may help me. Arcious have the power to process prophecy and he have almighty power. I thought that it was my imaginary friend but king filopian show me his face before he leave my body. Arcious told me that he was made up by my souls and my souls was weaken by him due to protecting me. Therefore, king filopian was dead by then. King arcious guided me and teach me a lot of things in human life. He also name my body as arcious kingdom. Arcious was weak and sick at that moment. Not long later, I was having high fever. Then the white man and black man prophecy came in. They told me to find another king to take over the place. Then Leodales came in. He is the most kind person and sensible in dealing problem. He taught me how am I able to cure my illness and arcious was feeling okay. I do remember that time I was bullied by a classmates and I was feeling of dying. Then the white man told me to treasure my life but tthe black man told me that I will die at the age of 27. I believe the black man but the next day I look out of the window and feel like jumping down. Because I do not have he courage to speak to human and do not have the courage to face the humanity. My emotion was hitting at the bottom of the rock. I do not know what to do either and I feel like ending my life. King arcious put me back. He said that human are evil just know that you still have all of us! Then I manage to pick up myself. Then I meet Edwin and he was the first one that I called his as my sworn brother, as my big brother. After that, king durehon and dezard came into the picture bec they taught me a lot of way to deal with my homework and manage my personal lifestyle. Dezard was good t planning program and durehon have been motivating me. Well, that is all I could say. If you were to say that I am crazy, I have no choice. This is my fate. Well, Zheng yang is my new sworn brother and I hope that we are brother forever. I really treat him like a brother. We have the same thinking haha... I just have the feeling of calling him brother. That's all. Well, thank god that I have edwin and Zheng yang as my brothers. Blood related forever. Hail!!!!
Monday, June 20, 2011
20-6-2011
It was a pleasant day, don't you find it that fun is in the air.
A lot of things happen today and i will always remember this moment.
Like i said before, fun does not always happen in our life. We gotten to treasure the moment in life. I do not know whether that is such day going to happen again. The semester is halfway and miss ho is leaving us. I do not know what lecturer will be our form teacher. She was the best teacher in polytechnic that i enter into singapore polytechnic. She taught me a lot of things and care about the student in the class. She treat us lunch in fish and co. It was quite expensive and she did not even charge us any extra money even we called expensive items. Is it a form of reward to the student for doing well in the class test or is she motivating us to study the upcoming test? I am not too sure. I know that the classmate bond is becoming closer. What could i do? god bro and i ate the wrong food. We are so embarrassed at that moment. Haha we swapped the fish with xuan qing and jin hao. God bro is going to another course after this year. What can i do? I hope that he will be transferring course and we can do project since we have the same thinking at all time. It is hard to find a person that has the same analogy. I wondered how long is this moment going to be last. I am unsure too..... I went to my god bro and play computer games together. It was much more fun that expected. We did not even talk often but we could feel the fun in the atmosphere. I am signing off here..... In my god bro house. I hope that such moment can last.... I will buy a mouse for you once i got my pay because brother should be caring each other. Good night.....
A lot of things happen today and i will always remember this moment.
Like i said before, fun does not always happen in our life. We gotten to treasure the moment in life. I do not know whether that is such day going to happen again. The semester is halfway and miss ho is leaving us. I do not know what lecturer will be our form teacher. She was the best teacher in polytechnic that i enter into singapore polytechnic. She taught me a lot of things and care about the student in the class. She treat us lunch in fish and co. It was quite expensive and she did not even charge us any extra money even we called expensive items. Is it a form of reward to the student for doing well in the class test or is she motivating us to study the upcoming test? I am not too sure. I know that the classmate bond is becoming closer. What could i do? god bro and i ate the wrong food. We are so embarrassed at that moment. Haha we swapped the fish with xuan qing and jin hao. God bro is going to another course after this year. What can i do? I hope that he will be transferring course and we can do project since we have the same thinking at all time. It is hard to find a person that has the same analogy. I wondered how long is this moment going to be last. I am unsure too..... I went to my god bro and play computer games together. It was much more fun that expected. We did not even talk often but we could feel the fun in the atmosphere. I am signing off here..... In my god bro house. I hope that such moment can last.... I will buy a mouse for you once i got my pay because brother should be caring each other. Good night.....
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Nightmare
I don't understand the dream at all. I have already discuss the Matter to my members and they could just say that it was time to wage a war to earth. However, I don't understand why must we launch the attacks even the earth are enjoying the peace. Why must the black man gave me such dream? What is he trying to tell me? It is not obviously enough. Is this dream optimistic or a sinister one? How can I elaborate the war? Why do my parents run away except me? My father is around. Oh my god, I get it what the dream is abt. My parents are divorcing so my father will get me and my mother will get my little brother. War is just like divorcing in the house. At last, I understand. Thanks
What in the hell that the black man gave me this prophecy? Which country wage a war to singapore? It was happening on the 20-6-2011. It was the day where my parents are going to malacca. I was bringing them to the bus and I could see three planes flying very low. It was impossible to see their faces because they are wearing helmet. The helmet was black in color, it was impossible for me to see their faces. But those logo on their aircraft were my kingdom logo and they were bombing Singapore. My parents still have the mood to leave the country because they feel that it is safe to go. However, they dragged me along to the sales counter but there wasn't anymore ticket so I am staying back in Singapore. Why do my own kingdom bombing singapore? I also remember what the black man said to me. "you are just like entering into war affair." why do he wan to choose this date? Why must he choose when I eating lunch with my class? Was it because there was some disaster going on? I am not too sure abt it. It is best to take precaution for that day. The next morning, I saw bus along my street with military soldier. They were holding gun and rifles. The bus no. Is 57,720. Is their a no. Related to te disaster? I don't know. After that, I woke up.
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
K box
I have a lot of things to write today but it was a bit inconvenience as the iPad was so heavy to use two hands to type. Maybe I would like to start with the kbox thingy. I just don't know whether I should be angry with them when I first saw them. I just tell myself that I have the white man prophecy to follow. I just know that we reAlly have some fun in kbox. Although I did not sing too many songs but I just feel that it was a enjoyable experience with them. I am manage to talk with my god bro and bro. They just treat me like normal although I vent my anger on my god bro last night. I don't know when can we have the dinner. Maybe after the mid semester test. It was the most appropriate time for us to relax. Devin was struggling with others while I am having so much fun with his god bro and bro. I am starting to worry about Dixon. He is not putting 100% in his studies but instead he is going out to have fun. Maybe I have to find a way to settle him down after my mst. Everyone is so stressed with the upcoming test and memorizing. Well, I have many brain cells so it will be okay to memorize it word for word. Although I have a limit, I have to provide the best for lord devin. After all, he was the one who is ruling this nation, not me. I wondered will I be able to do well. I do not wan to mention in details about what we do in kbox. I just know that I have spend 1whole week with Zheng yang. I understand why lord devin accepts him as god bro. He is wise
Monday, June 13, 2011
14-6-2011
Well, I have plans in the afternoon and night. What can I do? My bro just called me and said we have to cancel the dinner bec they are playing basketball later. Dezard was tellin me. He is just taking you like a ball,they dont want to meet you so they kick you like a ball. Should I go with them for dinner or k box for tomorrow. I am treating them for seoul garden but they deny it. I don't have any choice either. After all, I don't have the final said. It is all depend on the comments given by the six kings. By looking at the sky, it will be raining soon. Actually we already agree to go airport to have our dinner but I felt that it is a bit far so I chosen Seoul garden at causeway point. Well, if that is the case, I will think of another excuse to reject their meeting tomorrow. I think it is time to meet out Edwin or Dixon. Maybe I should meet Edwin as he is my big bro. He is able to comfort me. No choice. It is fated.
My thoughts
Zheng yang, lee rong and I were training at the gym yesterday. I was thinking too much in the afternoon. I should have heed the advice given by leodales. He told me that it is unnecessary for me to worry about. Zheng yang posted something regarding about someone that he would like to be friends with. I thought it was me. I found out a lot of things about my god bro too. I don't wan to mention about this girl. I guess that the girl have confess to Zheng yang and he rejected. When I was working in the IT show, I sense that he have some troubles in his life. I just could feel those uncomfortable feelings in his heart. He do not wan to tell me. Well,I cannot force everyone to tell me about their personal life if they are unwilling to share. Bro, i will be always the one that could advice you and I can assure that the secrets will be kept tightly. In the IT show, I show care and concern to him. I am trying to help him and ensure that he have a better time working. However, there are obstacles in our path. He did not work with me during the second day of the IT show till the end. However, I have spy besides himl to guard him. I am glad that he was opened to everything. I hope that lee rong and I will be able to comfort him. Should I talk to the girl ankd asked her? I dont k ow. It all depends to the other kings order. I just post about the things that I found out.
13-6-2011
It is the second week of the vacation. I have not started any revision! I am getting worried about my time management in my revision timing! I am able to start revision during the last week of vacation! I can do it. I did not earn much for the IT show as I felt that I only earn $400 for the 5 days. What can I do? I have no idea either. I will not write much for today as I am using my iPad to write this post.
Sunday, June 12, 2011
12-6-2011
I just realized that my curse power is still working perfectly. However, there are still flaws in this skills but I am tryig my best to practice it till perfection. I should have activate the curse earlier, because I just felt that there is such needs. Well, it was the last day of IT show and I earn much more lesser than before. It is because there was a slight changes in the political. Different people have different methods. I am arcious. I will do my best and give all my attention to the job. I am not boosting myself but I just felt that it is okay. I am planning of changing the boss as I felt that kjc is not giving me much opportunties. If they were to give me more commission and pay, I am willing to stay. I just felt that it is no use to stay in this place. If I were to receive less than $350 for this IT show, I will just tell her these sentence. " I do have a pleasant time working in this company. However, I just want tp comment about something. The allocation of staff to the different places is a bit unfair. I know that your goods are having good sales, but you are just putting the wrong worker in different area. And I also felt the commission is a bit unfair too. Just some comment for this it show. The workplace for this pc show was a bit boring not interested to work. I dO enjoy the time that we work together during the march IT show." mike have reply me that he will hired me for the sEpt iT show. I am really looking forward to the next it show.
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Friday, June 10, 2011
11-6-2011 part I
It was the last 2 day of IT show which mean I only have 2 more chances to earn more commission. Do you think I can do It alone? No. I just have to lie over my gitted teeth. There is no way out, only a way was to lie. If you are unable to lie, you are just staying in the start point. I just have to remember one point. I have the power and people to support me, I am alone anymore. Edwin lai said before" we gotten put in 100% effort in the things that we do" well, it motivate me a bit but I am lacking confidence in doing such things. On the other hand, dezard will be helping me to deal with the customer. I will be in the backstage doing some under table method. I guess it will be a tedious day for me. What should i think about? Nothing. I just hope that my god bro will not ignore me if dezard is trying to be much more evil. Dezard have three Plan in mind but in the end 1/3 was not evil. That why he have the power to end the war quickly. He is good in plotting plan and strategics. I wondered what potential skill do I have? Sleeping or eating. I am unsure too.
10-6-2011 part II
Another post in the blog again. What should I start first? Should I talk about my new personal life or should I talk about my working environment. Maybe I should start the working environment first. It was a tiring day for me because I am solo in promoting both items, such as battery pack, iPads case and many more. I don't understand why the sales is still so low. Is it my problem in promoting the item? Or is it the economy have went bad? It should not be in this case. The political election have just given a sum of money to the people. They should have the money to buy IT stuff So that they can enjoy a high quality of life. What is the problem with the people? Are people keeping their money for the rainy day or are they just saving for their retiring ages to enjoy? I guess it was my problem. I am not putting 100% in this job, I am just telling myself that I need to earn the basic pay. Moreover, I need more motivation, persuading tone to speak to customer not giving myself a damn. Zheng yang just transfer to Epicentre which is not under company. I am just a normal person. How cAn I do it myself? I also unable to call for helps. I am all alone. Do you think it is fair for me to snath the customer to purchase my products? I do not know either. Devin always asked himself who Am I? I do wan to say his sentence because I am starting to lose faith and confidence in myself. I am not pay attention to the things that happen around me. I am not arcious anymore. I need more courage, confidence in doing things. I guess the dream is true. Why do the white man give me such prophecy to follow? I am not he god who can stop all of this problem. Although I have hidden potential power skills, I unleash any of this power unnecessary. There is law in here. I am looking at the people. There were smiles on their faces, talking to their son, wife or friends. WhAt life do I have? Do I have to suffer in such life? I really don't understand. I really have to find a way to clear this doubts or else it will affect my mood and life. I felt like shedding a tear but I am a man and a king. But I ask myself? Do human cry? Yes, they do!!!! Can I quit this job and get back my life? Can I just say a no to it? Well, I have to look at the large pictue instead. Why do company Need me? Because of thEir sales in their products. But I am lacking he will and determination to participate it. I need to change the ring. I guess the rings is creating such problem to happen again. From tomorrow onwards, I have to put my faith on the line. I should be doing this for the money and experience... It is time to stay focused... I should be start fooling around anymore. I should be winning other not allowing people stepping on me anymore.... I am king arcious not other kings. They rely on me to give them order not humans. I help humans that is my purpose in existing in this world. The white and black man gave me such power to help the people not making fun of such power anymore. Life was precious, concurrently it is painful. As we said before, no pain no gain. Well I am starting to believe in this. I will be unleashing the devils wing and power to ensure things went smoothly for both of us. I am not devin anymore, arcious will be my name in changing the history in the earth.
Thursday, June 9, 2011
10-6-2011
It is the second day of the IT fair. Will I be shocked if I happened to see another lecturer standing behind me. I am not too sure. I just know that I nEed to adapt such environment as I just enter in this galaxy. I wondered what is the amount earned for tonight? Maybe $10,$20. The sales is a bit low but I told myself to boost up the sales as soon as possible so I can cover the cost for last nite. I don't know what can I do? Should I be lying in the first place? I am not too sure. Business is just like this. Should I be even thinking of changing the course to diploma business infocomm technology? I am not too sure. I just know that the republic chosen this course for me as to ensure that my path will be a colorful one. If I were to change th course, will I be even give a signal to the republic members that I critize their views? I am unsure about myself. Moreover. I am losing confident in doing things. I just want to live one day and pass one day. All I know was that I am dying at the golden age of 27. This was what the prophecy that was given to me in the last 5 years. Should I believE in such myth in the first place? Who is h god over here? Which people in the he'll wan to disturb my life. Usually, I heed the order of the white and black man prophecy. Maybe I just wan to ask one question. Can you give me the reason about this myth. I just have a nightmare last nite. Maybe it is the worst one. Sky were becoming green, the floor were filled with blood. Walking along the street of chinatown, I could see different people lying on floor, asking me for help. I have 20 people guarding me and I could feel that they are part of my team. Out of sudden, a white man walked forward me and wink me. What is he indicting to me? Is people dying? Why do the sky become green? Is it just telling me that I was filled with anger,envy and jealousy. Or else it may be indicating that I am harming many people with my characteristic.
9-6-2011 part II
It is such a tiring day for both of us. We worked so hard, persuading customer to purchase my item. In the end, we did not earn much commission. I am not aiming for high commission,whereas I was aiming for a lesiure time in the it show. It may be tiring but I tell myself that working is just about experience. I am not a talent in any fields but I said before I have the brain to think out a plan to ensure success. Well, nothing to say about today.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
9-6-2011 part I
It is the first day of th it show. I am not looking forward to it because it will be another new environment. I hope that I am able tO work with mike bec he will always take good care of the other workers in the nubox. What should I do? Should I be even fighting commission with my god brother? I don't know. I am still confused. Devin only told me to take good care of the siblings left. I don't understand what he mean by this? Do he even spare a thought for the other six kings. I am not too sure either. Should I use the past history rule again? I don't think so.... when there is a new person who is ruling this nation, I don't think he want to remain the same, he will change for the better. I will not fight the commission for Thursday and saturday. I will take Friday and Sunday. I know that I have potential in every fields because I have such skills and plan in my head. As a general in this so called place, I have to ensure that everyone do have $$ to earn. What am I looking forward? I don't know. However, I hope that the commission is spilt into two. Therefore, It will solve the problem. Pls grant this wish. I guess I will use the under table method in the public
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
8-6-2011
It will be tedious after today because I will be going to challenge with other promoter in the it fair to ensure that the commission hit my target fir this it show, or else I will quit. I don't know what am i going to do tomorrow? I am very confused. In the morning, I asked myself one question. Who am I? Why must I suffer in this world? What should I do to ensure that I am perfect? I really want to know the answer but I guess nothing came into my mind. I wondered who is willing to help me out? My god bro or my big bro? Or should I talk to my parents instead. There is too much things in my heart. I feel like shouting out but I just do not have the courage to tell them. Well, I want to tell them that I am stressed in polytechnic, but what could they do? They will just tell me to relax. I do not want the answer, but instead I want the solution. Oh gosh, I wondered how am I going to live such a sinister world if I dont use any under table method such as curse. However, i still have people to discuss about my problem. They can say but they cannot help me in anything. They are just my imaginary, I guess. I believe that they exists in this world but on the other hand, I am jus myself. What can I do? How am I going to continue living? Even there is prophecy about my death but I just make myself more happy? Why? I am just acting that I am okay and looking strong at the outside but in the inner part of me, I am just an weak boy who does not have any instructions or path to walk. I am sitting at the corner last night and facing to the wall. Looking at my hands, my tear starting to roll down my cheeks. If I don't let go the burden in my minds, I am just going to face the black man prophecy.
7-6-2011 part II
I just end my work with kjc, it was fun at first but once we were spilt to do different tasks, the warehouse just became like he'll. Well, nothing much to say. I just want to talk about those happy moment and a shocking part when I was packing some stuff to the box. My god brother just packed the things from 9.30am till 1.30pm. we were chatting and counting the number of goods in different box. It may look simple but it require much effort and concentration in making the job perfect. We must understand a term. If we are being employed, we have to put in most of the effort to get the job done. I don't mean we must take shortcut. As you know that, there is no shortcut in humanity. This was what my lord taught me in the past. After that, I began to ask myself some question to reduce boredom. Why must I born in this world? Who am I? Well, there was no answer in the question. These few questions are just my motivation in getting the job done. Haiz. However, there was a guy called Andrew, walking forward to me and told me that I am working with Zheng yang. I am asking myself. Is it a good thing or a bad thing? I wouldn't want to hurt this god brother, but you know that human are obsessed in $$. Concurrently, i remember that arcious told me something. If $$ could buy back a relationship, won't it that be hilarious? Why don't we look at the good side instead of the sinister side. I am standing in the dilemma. I just want to tell myself to work extra hand, I shouldnt bE using underhand method. I should use my knowledge, skills, experience to achieve things that I always wanted.
That's all folks. I will post again tomorrow
That's all folks. I will post again tomorrow
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